hi darlynda..i think its really that looks draw you, and the inside keeps you.......you have to have an attraction..and intially its the looks..but it will go beyond that to who one is inside...........
ONCE WE PLAYED AS CHILDREN LIFE WAS JUST A GAME NOW WE'RE GROWN AND OLDER NOTHING QUITE THE SAME EACH OF US IS A SOUL SO TREAT WITH TENDER CARE LETS KEEP EACH OTHER WHOLE
PLEASE DONT POISON THE WELL AND MAKE SOMEBODY SAD TEARS ON THE PILLOW WHEN THEIR HEART SHOULD BE GLAD WHY WILL WE NOT LEARN EACH HURT ADDS TO THE ONES TRYING TO DO THEIR BEST
PLEASE DONT POISON THE WELL AND SPOIL THEM FOR THE REST WORDS AND ACTIONS DO IT AND WE ALL PLAY THE GAME FORGETTING WE WERE CHILDREN ONCE WHO SAID DONT USE THAT CANE TRYING TO BE KIND IS THEN OUR AIM..................
Paul quest had not seen Megan, for some 10 years. the last time was as two teenage sweethearts who were in love and wanted to put some of the world to right..
her family moved from the country home into the big city. it was a sad goodbye but we said we would find each other one day, somewhere...
it was a warm and tender kiss that echoed our goodbye back then.
but it was 10 years on and it was a chance meeting at a bookshop that i saw megan. she had grown and become even lovelier.
paul, paul quest she replied, my how lovely to see you again..
and i you megan replied paul..and i you..for a moment they just stared at each other...
have you time for a coffee paul asked..sure megan replied, it would be nice.
paul took her to a quiet little resturant. and he could tell she liked it.
they both sat down and looked a while at each other
Megan looked as sharp and as lovely as before..her striking red and long curly hair, her freckly face, with those absorbing and intelligent blue eyes, she looked the same way back at him.
He looked at her as she was gazing back at him.
Paul quest, after all after these years...said megan with a smile.
she looked with wondering eyes at him,
Paul looked at her...she could see he was looking at her in a direct manner.
Megan followed his eyes as they looked toward her neck.
Megan asked him, does this bother you? she said pointing her slendour fingers to the collar she wore.
..Megan was a nun....
Paul responded well it did take me by suprise..I did nt quite expect said paul.
I understand megan softly answered.
but do be its what i want and i am happy..megan said...i have had lots of good times..and this for me is just one more..I wanted something with meaning..and this is it for me
paul answered i understand well i think i do.. with a wondering smile..
Megan looked at him lovingly and said I am contented paul for the first time in a long time. she reached out and held his hands. it was for a moment like old times to feel that warm and safe touch.
we had some great times you and i she said to paul,
he replied we sure did..and they embarked momentarily down some rabbit trail of memories that both laughed and smiled at...
but now i am she said a nun.
i am a novice in training....
be happy for me?
Paul could see how much that meant, and it was not easy to say but he said it..
i am megan i am happy for you
megan sensed how that was hard and squeezed his hands again.
I see you have a place in harley street megan said...consultant pyschiatrist with your own practice..
he looked suprised. I have followed your career paul..megan said.
this brought a warm feeling to paul..
for a moment the two just stopped talking and just looked at each other.
we have come far megan said paul..
and you did you ever marry before..
before i became a nun..no paul.
and you..she asked....no megan..was pauls reply..
where are you based said paul...oh i am at st michaels parish just around the block...
with that they had another coffee while outside the evening sun was gone..
Paul, had not seen Megan, for over five years,but she looked as sharp and as lovely as before..her striking red and long curly hair, her freckly face, with those absorbing and intelligent blue eyes...Megan was a vibrant and lively woman..but that was 5 years ago..she looked the same but had the years been good to her...He looked at her as she was gazing back at him.
Paul quest after all after these years...It was a chance meeting at a bookshop that brought to sweethearts together.
she looked with wondering eyes at him, well paul tell me about you, what have you been doing these years...
he looked at her...does this bother you she said pointing her slendour fingers to the collar she wore...megan was a nun....
not bother exactly was his reply..just suprised...
dont be megan answered...i had a lot of times when life was good but then i just had to find something more..
and this is it ..
yes i think so...i am contented paul...for the first time..
paul just looked at her...she saw his perplexed look and reached out her hand and caught his...yes paul...i am a novice and in training now and i like what i do...
be happy for me...
paul mustered himself and said i am megan if you are..
yes i am paul....
the time went as two old friends renewed moments, smiling and laughing she was still the same megan in part...though paul felt he had lost something...
they were once childhood sweethearts..but her family moved her away and they lost contact...it was just the other day he saw her and it was a wonderful suprise and to be around her again just brought back so much...
i am at st michaels she replied...should you want to meet again sometime..
what of you paul...he told her of his life since then and how he was settling into his new job...he was a doctor at last..you made it then ...yes megan....and you are happy ....yes megan...he said it with tongue in cheek.
soon they were parting to go their several ways...he looked at her as she looked at him....she could see in his eyes he was bothered...its for the best paul .....megan put out her hand...paul looked and took it..they shook...though both had been affected by the meeting....its for the best paul said megan...and with a little tear in her eyes she turned and hurried away.....
paul thought...st michaels ....and walked off in a slighty better mind...maybe...
just for loving you guilty is my plea ever since we met your heart has captured me and on this day of a thousand dreams this is mine to see marianne my love will you marry me
marianne looked back her eyes as falling rain i feel the same my heart does too lie captive to you so on this day of a thousand dreams this also is true jonathan my love i plead guilty too
AMY OPENED THE PAPER AT THE DATING PAGE, AND PENCIL IN HAND READ DOWN THE LIST OF PROSPECTIVE DATES..SHE WAS NEW TO THE AREA AND HAD LOOKED FOR A WAY TO MEET SOMEONE ON A BLIND DATE..SHE CIRCLED A FEW AND THEN NARROWED THE SEARCH TO ONE....HMMMM SHE THOUGHT ....OK SHE SAID OK...
WELL THAT WAS A WEEK AGO AND A DATE WAS SET UP....THEY WOULD MEET IN A RESTURANT FOR A COFFEE..AND SEE...
HE CAME IN AND LOOKED AROUND AS SHE LOOKED UP AND AFTER A MOMENTS GLANCE AND SEEING BOTH WERE LOOKING..".ARE YOU FRANK" SHE SAID ..".YES" " AMY" YES CAME THE REPLY...
WELL COFFEE CAME AND THEY TALKED....AND TALKED...IT WAS GOING WELL.....SOON THE THEY WERE OUT GOING AROUND THE TOWN ...MAKING THE MOST OF THE AFTERNOON....BOTH NERVOUSLY FEELING THEIR WAY ALONG IN CONVERSATION AND GESTURES....
I REMEMBER WE GOT INTO ONE COFFEE SHOP AND SHE WOULD LATER SAY..."YOU KNOW I WANTED TO HOLD YOUR HANDS BACK THERE BUT I WAS NOT SURE HOW YOU WOULD REACT"
ABOUT 2 MORE COFFEE SHOPS ON AND TWO TIRED WALKERS WE SAT ACROSS FROM EACH OTHER...
NOW IT WAS FRANK WHO HAD THAT FEELING THOUGH AMY DID NOT KNOW..".SHOULD I REACH FOR HER HAND..I WOULD LIKE TOO" MAYBE SHE READ HIS MIND THAT MOMENT...AS THEIR EYES JUST SEEMED TO LINGER ON EACH OTHER.....HER HAND MOVED ACROSS THE TABLE AND WITH OUT A SECOND THOUGHT FRANK REACHED FOR HER HAND..
THEIR HANDS CLASPED AND THEIR EYES JUST SAID WHAT WAS NOW IN THEIR THOUGHTS....THIS BLIND DATE...WAS NO LONGER BLIND...
IT ALL BEGAN JUST THERE AND THEN....A BLIND DATE ....A CUP OR CUPS OF COFFEE...THE TOUCH OF HANDS....THIS IS HOW IT WOULD BE...WALKING TOGETHER HOLDING HANDS...EVERYWHERE FROM THAT DAY ON...
THERE IS SOMETHING TO BE SAID FOR HAND HOLDING...IT IS WARM TOUCHING AND EASES AWAY ANY NERVES WITH LOVING TENDERNESS...
WHEN WE EVER COME NEAR THE REALM OF RELIGION OR CHURCH IT LEAVES MANY PEOPLE WITH A WIDE VARIETY OF VIEWS, GOOD, BAD OR PLAIN INDIFFERENT..WE MIGHT HAVE HAD EXPERIENCE OF CHURCH WITH A NEGATIVE REACTION OR NOT HAVE
MANY LOOK AT LIFE AND COME TO THE CONCLUSION THERE CANNOT BE BASED ON EVENTS WE EXPERIENCE, SEE, OR KNOW.AND VIEW A WORLD THAT HAS, EVIL, INJUSTICE AND SADNESS, GRIEF AND SORROW TO DENT EVEN THE SLIGHTEST INTEREST..BUT INSTEADS BRINGS ANGER AND CONFUSION...ANSWERS ARE NOT EASY AS LIFE IS NOT..
AND SOMETIMES THERE ARE NO ANSWERS..
SO HOW CAN WE TELL IF THERE IS SOME HIGHER POWER WHEN ALL WE SEEMS TO DEFY THAT.
AND YET DOWN THROUGH THE YEARS THERE HAS BEEN RELIGION, FAITH AND BELIEVING PEOPLE HAVE LIVED AND DIED FOR SUCH A FAITH...EVEN TODAY THE STORY IS THE SAME...
WE ALWAYS MAKE OUR OWN JUDGEMENTS FOR OURSELVESBELOW IS OF A ...WHEN YOU ALONE KNOW..JUST LIKE THE WOMAN IN THE BIBLE....JOHN CHAPTER 4..AFTER A DIALOGUE WITH CHRIST HIMSELF..SHE SEES CLEARLY WHO HE IS.
THOSE WHO HEARD HER TELL DID NOT INTIALLY BELIEVE HER BUT WENT TO SEE FOR THEMSELVES..ONLY THEN DID THEY BELIEVE..
theres a love born of emotion which will put you in a spin and you will just do crazy stuff when love you will begin logic and your reasonings just seem to disappear when someone whispers i love you in your ear
real love is deeper coming from the heart gently and with tenderness no pressure from the start no setting you conditions to prove it by in someway true love adores and cherishes and shows it day by day
theres a love born of emotion which will put you in a spin and you will just do crazy stuff when love you will begin logic and your reasonings just seem to disappear when someone whispers i love you in your ear
theres a love born of sacrifice and gives for no return has no other motive than to demonstrate to you a love with no conditons available and sure acting on your best interests with truth and all thats pure
wendy have just mailed you....no one should feel as you do....may those who read this offer some kind words and friendship to you...my mail included..jimmysolo
RE: WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN SOMEONE LIES ON THEIR PROFILE AND YOU MEET THEM AND FIND OUT?
hi darlynda....confront the lies but expect the excuses.......don t trust a liar........adios amigos...you can say to him.....jimmy