Very good actually , thankyou for asking Hope you're well ?!
I know it sounds cheesy but I think of Book of Eli and Mad Max (without the mental bits) and yeah ok it's sad but I have a zombie apocalypse handbook and the starting of a med kit ......... cause yi never know! I halfheartedly believe it wont be in my gen or the boys gen either .... yeah
But ....... If we don't post , who will ? Then you're putting the mods jobs at risk cause they've no one to mod , as the forums are empty as no one is posting ...... So sorry Mod Sam & Angie & Colin & Jesus's brother , but we've not to post anymore cause the big man said , so get the house sold your gonna need the money
I've seen one of those , put it into perspective for me , in this day and age women need tools to protect our own noonaas! thats so scary!
The barbs are tiny , like cactus pins . Apparently the more you pull , the harder it is to get it off . This should be given out instead of birth control . We take a tablet to prevent a man getting us pregnant . Why not give a man a tablet to stop him using a body that aint his ?!
Yes and it also helps me take stock , I cant calm down on my own as my body is on flight mode 24/7 so I medicate and smokicate in my shed till I can see the sky hasn't fallen down and I haven't drowned
My body is such an arsehole right now , I wish it would just behave
Very heightened awareness hence my avoiding of people . I feel everything from them , to hate anger lust stress fear , I smell it and feel it and hate it . Let me live in ignorance . Avoid everything like I do
Being high is not in the mix anymore , I suppose it depends on the person but alco and drugs dont have a large affect on me hence the moderation for my own sanity , but my puffing only happens when Im relaxed and feeling safe , which is the opposite of most peoples needs . I stand alone in my garden and I drown in no water yet I feel more than most .
My brothers and I share the hobby , they keep me safe , I gave it up when my agora and sa first started up , 20 years of puffing and I gave it up overnight for 3 years . I half regret starting it back up
I partake in a little farmers daughter occasionally ........ Just for medical purposes you understand Drink makes me scatty , like a cat on a hot tin roof .
Thankyou everyone for the replies , its been an interesting read so far .
So yes Im agora topped off with sa . 4 years now , just diagnosed last jan so its about 1 year of meds .
I had an appointment with someone a few weeks back (unrelated) and when my agora came into play , I was asked to leave the premises until I calmed down . It brought to light how little its understood ...... So im trying to understand this myself , but how can i educate myself on my conditions , when the general population doesn't understand ?!
4 years and I do alright , im medicated up , I do the yoga I speak to enough people that I can keep up to date on life events . I dotcom everything!
My problems stem from other people , not my environment , the social anxiety cripples me not the agora , that takes secondary place . If I can pass A to B with no problems then I can usually make it back alright to A without drowning inbetween . Thats a good day then!
Anxiety perhaps ? Even if not Agora , the anxiety is a main trigger (not for just agora) . Anxiety then leads to hundreds of other things , it's a vicious cycle!
RE: Salvation or downfall?
I'll send you a kit , Im planning on an extravagant purchase ........ The Flame Thrower from Elon Musk ......... Yeah its my birthday soon so I might