as i pondered this i realised that my body type is average for my family . for the body type outside my family well lets just say GROG CRUSH PUNY HUMAN . lol
i wonder if you can get two phones with like a service plan with free calls to your top 5 or family plans that let you call other families phones unlimited and mail her one of them ?
distract yourself by running naked thru a cornfeild in the middle of the night during a thunderstorm screaming like a banshee . lol . haven't tried it myself but i imagine the loneliness will be the last thing on your mind .
just me personally i would have never spoken to you again . sorry that's just my way in my opinion you need some cooldown time then take what you have learned and move on . best of luck to you .
RE: If some1 from a "higher power" told you that you were going to die tomorrow, what would u do?
look the higher power in the eye and say well la de damn da then carry on with normal business .