I am not proud on that. But, I can not change my birth date. I can change myself ( and I try to be more uncritical). Now, I am still alone and too “soft” and “nice”.
But person whit which we share our life can be “affinity” to us or not. With first one, we can understand each other without words; with another one sometimes we should “draw” our words to explain it.
Life seems easier and nicer with “affinity” person.
I left “my life” in my native country; came here, few months ago, and try to make a new life for me. Started from zero.
I didn’t leave there “my life” only, I left everything I have. Come here on CS, not to make relationship. I try to make friendship, and to relax my self, to do not feel so lonely.
I hope my past will stay as a past, because I do not give permission to it to rune my future.
If you do not shut that door, your present will become a past. Than you will feel sorry because you miss days which could be the greatest day in your life.
I didn’t forget my past, but I do not live in it. I really try to leave it behind me and step forward. The “receipts” how I do that is: changed bad “picture” from past with happy moments which I had.
Few people find it, but for others I have remembered those words: “We shouldn’t look for perfect person; we should look for perfectness in person which we meet.”
I have started few, but I am really interesting in others opinion – that is reason, why I did it. But I sow that my English is not perfect, so I can not handle with all posts in new thread, so I have decided I wouldn’t do that any more, until I improve my English.
Do you believe that our soul have two parts: one part is our and the another one belongs to person who is our “affinity soul”. And when we find that person we will become “complete” and “satisfied”.
I believe in that. But I didn’t find that person yet. Hope I will.
yesterday evening I said that to friend of mine. She was in hospital, I went there to visit her, with flowers, chocolate ( that chocolate have a sign : "Only you"); and I said that to her
RE: HAS ANYONE BEEN STOOD UP BY SOMEONE ON THIS SITE
ThanksI think so, too!