i thought id take the time to say a big thanks to CS,i came here with no expectations of anything and i am leaving with everything i have ever wanted.
about a week into my time on CS i was starting to think i might leave, i wasnt getting many replies and of the 1's i did get it was clear nothing was held in common,i decided to come on just for a few days more,when i see a new face in my emails,i replied and the rest is history
it didnt take long to realise that we shared alot in common,not just interests but also in the way we think and feel about everything.It soon got to the point when i was really looking forward to reading my emails,we started using "im" alot,you know that something is just meant to be when you start saying the same things at the same time and knowing what each other are thinking
feelings were getting stronger on both sides to the point where i asked her out,she said yes
i am not naive, i know its just the start and there will be hard times ahead with the distance but such things are trivial when it comes to the feelings that are in hand and the future that can happen.
for anyone out there who is thinking maybe they wont find their someone special, anything can happen and dont lose heart from not finding it yet,i wish you luck
so again i will say a big thankyou to the makers/owners of this site, without this site i would of missed out on something that everyone wishes for
i am very close to giving up, i am taking a different way through and lowing the number i have each week,was 20 a day i reduced by 2 a day every week,it works well i am down to 10 a day now and feel no different in wanting to smoke so for me its a great way of doing it
soon ill try 5 a day then ill try hack it completely,at 5 day you have alot less risk of really bad withdrawel it makes it eaiser and if you cut down in stages it also take away the factor of slipping and starting again
id reconmend this way over patches gum groups etc any day
everyone is different though so not everything will work the same way for everyone
THe uk is very expensive compared to most, i still laugh when americans moan at the price of fuel over there, well come over here we'll take your prices anyday
For me its not so much that i dont believe in a higher power its that i dont believe in all of the teachings or beliefs i have come across, all of them seem to have their grey areas
this doesnt mean i dont respect or am disrespectfull towards them,the beauty of life is uniqueness and indvidulality,even for non belivers like me theres lessons to be learned in the various teachings on a morale ground rather than spiritual
been playing games since i was 5,moved onto online games around 5 years ago when i moved
currently a mod on 1 and a admin for a online football game,the kind of work i am trying to get in and am currently learnign java scripts and programming used to be a teaster for codemasters also,probaly makes me sound boring lol but i asure i am not
lonelyguy26 Forum Posts (12)
Found that someone special.....thanks CS
thanks for the positive replies and comments