The Sherrif, Ed Tom Bell, goes to see his brother, who says :
"Well all the time ya spend trying to get back what's been took from ya, more is going out the door. After a while you just have to try to get a tourniquet on it. ,,,"
I have been thinking about that quote for 2 weeks. And how wise it might be in a divorce settlement.
Well, the date did not happen. She went to an all day memorial for someone who passed away from her church, and called for a 'bad mood' rain check. She didn't feel up to a first date and said she would call me when she was up to it.
My five year old son explained to me that it's "the circle of life" when people fall out of love with one another and find someone else to love then they get married and that gives them, my son, more Mommies and Daddies to love him. So that Mommy could marry her french boyfriend and I could find some lady and marry them, to love my son.
I explained, we all have only one mommy and one daddy and I would always be my son's daddy, no matter what mommy does, and that her boy friend would never, ever be his daddy.
How do I explain marriage vows to a five year old? How do I explain his mommy broke that circle of life when she started sleeping with another man? I have tried to be the adult and let a loveless marriage go. I will never let my son go. Never. I have held my tongur and not bad mouthed mommy's adultry.
I show my love for my son and leave it at that.
I considered explaining the "Mutual of Omaha" circle of life, where the Lion mates with one lioness, to have a lion cub, and that cub eats the antelope, then craps , which fertilizes the soil , which grows the grass for the next antelope to eat.
I am the lion, his mommy is the lioness , my son is the cub and her boy-toy is , well, the crap.
I even woke up at 1:30AM & googled "The Circle of Life", but Elton John's lyrics don't help either.
I look forward to finalizing a divorce from such a morally bankrupt poisonous creature, but she is the mother of my son, telling lies to cover her sins.
I think it must be something in the water. The women from Malta appear to disporportinatly (sp?) be beautiful too. And since Malta is far from Texas, they appear to like me.
I am finding more women on the opposite side of the planet like me better than those within driving distance. If CS women live, oh say, 120,000 miles from me, then I'm a hit.
I have been reading the fine print on Yahoo and Google about how they gather personal info. So I wonder does anybody have a email site you trust more than the big 2? (Maybe I'm paranoid), but I trust big brother (my government) less and less and I don't appreciate help from my email provider. Any suggestions?
I need someone with your knowledge to assist my international battle for joint custody and a fair settlement of marital assets. My soon to be ex is simply outspending me with mutiple lawyers and law offices. She hires then fires them when they don't give her the answers she wants. So I sit in the third year of divorce awaiting yet another new judge to be assigned. I am in "divorce hell". And my little boy just wants his daddy. Do you know anybody who knows international policy with the Cayman Islands?
Yes, I have jumped into the fray to defend an elderly street lady in StLouis and later a cowboy being attacked by a few dumb frat boys at a rodeo in Nacogdoches, Texas. Something about the underdogs being outnumbered, really gets my blood boiling.
Not something I am really proud of, and as I get older, I avoid or at least fight a lot smarter now.
The last time, was, of all places, Reunion Arena in Dallas during a FleetwoodMac concert. Some very drunk redneck was pouring his beer over this kid's head and pushing the young collge age kid in the seat below him into a fight. I knew what was coming, so I handed my wallet, to my first night date, to spring me later. We were all in the nose bleed seats and the incline was mountain goat paths, so by the time I got over there, the kid was helpless. The large drunk redneck was standing on his tiptoes, knocking the beer cup off the kid's head. I stepped up and slid my foot under his heals, causing him to tumble forward and pulled the kid out of the falling drunk's path. Poor drunk must have thundered down 20 rows into the finally approaching security.
He never knew how he lost his balance, and I got to watch the Christy McVie sing her final solo.
Same thing happened at a Moody Blues Show, with a drunk and a poor concert listener,,,, and all I wanted to do was hear "I'm just a Singer in a Rock N Roll Band". I do not go looking for fights, as I am a lover, but I will not allow drunk fights ruining good concerts. Guess it's good I don;t go to many concerts anymore.
I just lowered myself to interviewing with a televangilist TV station. Then I did the research on who they are and where they get their money. Disgusting. I am ashamed that I considered working for them and hope my soul will heal. Needless to say, I won't be working there. Not grouping all televangilists, together, I just noticed there werre no mirrors off set like most studios. These " show hosts" cast no images in any mirror. I think they worked for the other side. I should be pumping this expereince into a "Desperate Televangilist Housewifes" type script.
But I'm not bitter.
So I need some recupperative laughter.
Who has the worst / best televangilist joke for me?
Ben Stein had a great op ed piece on CBS Sunday Morning about the civil servants take down of Spitzer and the effects of a civil servants actions overturning a election outcome. Stein did not defend the wrongness of the gov's actions, just that Spitzer was the elected gov, by the people, (perhaps that's buy the people), elected for the people. Now a witch hunt has pulled down the elected official and put in probably a very nice guy, nothing against the Lt. Gov, but he was not elected for that job. I see both sides, and truly feel sorrow for the Mrs Silda & Spitzer family. The Governor made his bed so to speak and now has to lie in it. But to the point, if no one crossed state lines, there is a question IF he broke any laws. Had it been me, I'm might have fought it. These previous posts make is seem Spitzer had enemies at Goldman Sachs. I lived in the Cayman Island for a decade. Any enemy of those money grubbers is a friend of mine. I did not agree with Clinton getting off lying to the American people about Monica Lewinski,,, and keeping the presidency. But Spitzer set himself up as Mr Untouchable and stood for family values.
One of my favorite scary movies is John Carpenter's "Prince of Darkness" .
It's campy and future scifi but the best part is when a college coed is possessed by the devil and is translating this ancient text. She is typing really fast and the camera peds over her shoulder to read her monitor. The text reads the last curses made by the devil's son before he was entombed,,,," the god of Thunder will not save you, Odin will not save you! The holy ghost will not save you, Jesus Christ will not save you! and in fact you will not be saved!"
NOW that's scary! The sub-theme is that the caytholic church has been hiding the devil's son for centuries and has lied to mankind since it's inception. That scene sends shivers down my back more than a hundred Jason's or Freddies.
I also think the new After Dark series of small budget horror movies are very well done. "30 days of night" was the best frightful vampire movie since Barnabus Collins. That & I liked "28 weeks later".
I rememeber working third shift or even second and feeling left out from the world who had banker's hours. One thing I hated was trying to go to sleep when the birds started singing. It was God's way of telling you how screwed your schedule was. Just try keeping a relationship with someone who has different hours than you. Unless you already have a commitment, it seems impossible. Now that I have moved on from a 2nd shift job, I await a first shift to start. I find it difficult to shift my own sleeping habits. It took me 3 months to get adjusted to the sleep rythm of the 2nd shift, and I hated that job and the souless co-workers, now I fight to sleep a normal pattern. Lots of herbal tea and reading novels to drift off and awake when the birds sing.
The troubling thing about CS is when you receive flowers or msgs from lovely ladies who live thousands of miles away so the opportunity to pursue said relationship is simply a Mission Impossible from dreary economics and lack of a proper "Teleporter".
I know, there are,,, gorgeous, home grown, single, independent women, right here in Illinois, who might find me mildly amusing, perhaps intriguing, if not their first, or the second love of their lives.
Here Me. I DREAM of New LOVE & ROMANCE.
I work and live each day in Hope of a better Life!
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Wisdom in "No Country for Old Men" quote about personal loss
The Sherrif, Ed Tom Bell, goes to see his brother, who says :"Well all the time ya spend trying to get back what's been took from ya, more is going out the door. After a while you just have to try to get a tourniquet on it. ,,,"
I have been thinking about that quote for 2 weeks.
And how wise it might be in a divorce settlement.
Anybody else get that?