well the first day and a half was fine but late jan . 1st i noticed i wanted junk food.. and anything i could get my hands on.. i spent yesterday eating instead of going out and smoking .. so i figure for a while it will get worse then will subside as i go longer without smoking
sry adrean i couldnt make myself throw up if i wanted to cant stand it.. spent 4 years throwing up after i ate however i was also in severe pain from gall stones.. i'd rather gain 50 pounds then throw up again
well i havent had a smoke in nearly 3 and a half days which wouldnt be so bad if it wasnt for the fact that when i dont smoke , i pig out on junk food, so now i need a way to curb my craving to something other than eating and i'll be doing great ..
i've never dated many men outside my race but not because i'm not attracted to them, mainly because there werent many around here that i was attracted to , i'm attracted to a man that is peruvian right now though :)
i've dated one guy outside my own race. i was very attracted to him and he was a wonderful guy, unfortunatly the summer before his graduation he drowned and i've not dated anyone of the same ethnic origin as he was since then..
smartest thing i ever did, was enroll for college, now i just have to wait for classes to start, with what i dont spend of my grants and loans on tuition and books, i'm gonna get a car , get a job and sadly not be online much other than when i'm taking my classes.. wish me luck , its finally time for me to get a real life
start college, which i'm doing this semester woohooo,
aside from my internet classes , staying off the computer as much as i can , and spending more time with my kids, to those of you i see everyday on here, i'll miss you while i'm not around,
to stop smoking (anyone have any tips on that email me)
all my pics are less than a couple weeks old , they are of me, a few pppl on here have seen me via web cam and can vouch for that, i have my primary photo without my head at the moment but have head shots on my profile,
i'm here, merry christmas and happy holidays to you all
something not in my profile huh.. lets see, well, i havent told but a few ppl that this spring semester i'm starting college, internet cources till i can find a job that will give me enough for day care and a car so i can go to actual classes, will be getting either an associates in art or an associates in science degree.. my best friend since jr high is attending the same school going for her teaching degree and is gonna cover the entrance exam fee for me till i can pay her back, and is helping me with getting grants and student loans.. wish me luck, i've finally decided to further my education
thank you and my sympathy to you as well, i dont think i could ever imagine what it feels like to lose a child, without actually losing one, after he passed away she left the home where he died in his sleep right next to her, and never went back in it.. other ppl had to move everything out and put it in the new house,
thank you so much for sharing this with us.. i copied it so i can send it to my cousin, her son colton passed away this year on feb. 15, he would have been a year old on dec. 17th
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RE: The get it off your chest thread!
well the first day and a half was fine but late jan . 1st i noticed i wanted junk food.. and anything i could get my hands on.. i spent yesterday eating instead of going out and smoking .. so i figure for a while it will get worse then will subside as i go longer without smoking