Stedan Poetry (135)

I know we only halfway there
I think about you every single day,
We really have a wonderful love to share,
In my heart you will permanently stay,

Our feelings for one another are so tidal,
Mercurial moods of love this crystal ball,
Being apart or even hurt feels like were suicidal,
All we can do is keep giving our all,

I am not a fortune teller,
But your so deep in my heart,
I will always be your fellar,
It really hurts when we are apart,

Halfway there,
not quite the all,
when together we really care,
apart our hearts fall.

Friendly laughing people all around,
Your eyes follow movements of some,
But your heart beats slowly without a sound,
Wondering what one has really done,

Music is playing, a different beat,
Swaying slowly allowing ones body move,
Then moving those two left feet,
Gently allowing one into the groove,

Timing is whats its all about,
Shaking the thoughts out of ones mind,
True colours will always shout,
But in reality she was a real find,

Then that sudden unnerving chill,
Everything becomes a shadowless room,
No one with you to enjoy the thrill,
Your mind thinks twice as faces retreat in the gloom,

Then your truly greatest fear,
That hollowness of ones heart,
Your on your own no one is near,
So you flee for a new start.

Some people search for that loves dream,
love is definitely not a players game,
whilst others do their best to scheme,
why break others hearts its a shame,

Some people deliberately set out to hurt,
whether its physical or emotional,
treating others like dirt,
everything has to be confrontational,

Some people don't want to know,
hiding behind their veiled photos pane,
all their words are just for show,
nothing to look for, nothing to gain,

Some people are genuine and true,
they have proper feelings and emotions,
these people are the ones that feel loves due,
given the chance will have loves devotions.

What does one do or say,
Standing there awaiting you,
Text message sent not now, never or today,
Easy option for many to do,

Reading through that painful text,
your reasons I already knew,
it will be a long time when your ready for a next,
But I will not place any blame on you,

I thank you for that warm embrace,
those sweet words of encouragement too,
but I will remember your fingers trace,
and hope your heart settles for you,

So I walked through hometown city,
shoppers rushing by, heart full of gloom,
smiling as I went, please for me no pity,
to return to car and drive home to lonely room.

She took that one little chance,
brave steps for her beating heart,
our eyes met and did more than glance,
new beginnings, I hope a fresh start,

One cannot dream of true romance,
when reality can have its due,
I am so grateful she took that chance,
as of now all I think of is you,

I truly have no games to play,
heart warming conversation too,
bless you for making my day,
this the wonderful you,

Time will now pass so slow,
until next we can meet,
these words are from within, not just for show,
you certainly gave my heart an extra beat.

Many years ago when I was a child,
I had a special friend with whom I played,
Together much mischief, we was really wild,
Over the years our friendship never frayed,

When teenagers we went our separate ways,
Contact was rare and very slim,
No letters or phone calls between the days,
Yet when we met it was like a new begin,

Each told to one another our secret wishes,
How we missed those carefree plays,
Ill with cancer he laughed, no more dishes,
Now death is the parting of our ways,

No longer able to see that mans smile,
To hear that chuckling or see you grin,
Yet we knew for the other we would go the extra mile,
So I will see you one day, at the gates we can have another begin.

Love is the paramount of hope and desire,
everyone just wants to be held,
to feel that closeness and hearts fire,
its an amazing feeling when two hearts meld,

Love makes for the future and present time,
lost love just brings back the pain,
this is why we all wait patiently in line,
to feel those powerful feelings again,

Love makes one smile, you walk on air,
you find colour in the darkest places,
to find this passion one has to take the dare,
so we scour this platform at all the faces,

Love can be the cure for all wounds,
a broken heart can sometimes mend,
music plays its part in creating the moods,
so take a chance and select someone to befriend.

I saw you then that night taking that secret kiss,
Now your eyes look at me with wonder,
Did you really think my heart would let this go amiss,
Yes it is in my eyes the thunder,

You wanted time to yourself to be a little free,
I did as you asked so you could feel alive,
Why did you kiss them? Why not me?
I turn away so you cannot see my heart plummet, takes another dive,

So I tell you why am feeling hurt,
You dismiss this as you say it did`nt matter,
You stand defiant, your words very curt,
Hearing this my heart did shatter,

If the shoe was on the other foot,
Would you be so blaisey over the same,
I doubt if I would have time to breathe having been given the boot,
So for all this sadness a careless kiss is to blame.

The dreaming of the nights lies,
How you stooped to show your worth,
The warmth was neglible in your eyes,
Life is about love and mirth,

So many times you said I love You,
The catchphrase of lament,
The hollowness of those words in view,
For in your heart there was never any intent,

So now what do I do,
My heart is floundering to contain,
To live a lie or live without you,
All one wanted was sweet loves refrain,

Time should be a great heal,
Parted now from those loving days,
Your true worth you did reveal,
Broken and hurt until new love sways.

I can see you in my mind,
but one cannot hold,
why are you difficult to find,
my eyes understand but my heart cannot be told,

My body quakes with potential fear,
heart throbbing deeply within,
wishing deeply that you were near,
my mind tells me its just another whim,

Lying in bed tossing and turning,
wrapping my legs within the sheets,
feeling the very heat of this yearning,
then the alarm clock starts its bleeps,

Love is a very powerful drug,
awakened in time and still alone,
why did that clock have to give morpheus tug,
one cannot even call on the phone.

Life itself has many ups and downs,
Just being Happy with a life long smile,
Emotional users, on this everyone frowns,
Why pretend its just not worthwhile,

Singles sites are a place to meet,
A potential new love found,
Not to hurt or cause one to greet,
So many just give the run-around,

Whatever happened to commonsense,
Many are truly hoping for a new life,
So many seem to still sit on the fence,
Is it really possible to find that husband or wife,

After a while we all give in,
To the blogs and forums abound,
But that hopeful sparkle remains within,
Just maybe that one can be found.

When I was young and innocent,
All the ladies would say Oh My,
I had no idea what their intent,
Now am older I wonder Why,

As a child I was blessed with long lashes,
Big blue eyes of wonder,
How was I to know what those gals had under sashes,
Now am older I know I did blunder,

Growing up was like hail and thunder,
Splashes of sunshine between the rain,
Emotional spasms of desires hunger,
Moments of loves silence refrain,

Now much older and body slightly bent,
Eyes still glow with that bluey hue,
Women are always a mans intent,
I still have some growing to do.