liter4hrs Poetry (7)

I am looking for the wildest craziest woman
she would rescue me from my situation
she would take me in on a whim
she is looking for a man to love, and I could be him
she will take a risk because she trusts herself
she can depend on herself and not her wealth
she trusts her judgement, she will learn to trust mine
she is desperate enough to take the risk, and willing to put in the time
to fulfil our glorious dreams, of being together through every thing
taking the time to love one another through every thing
becoming best friends and lovers
having complete trust in one another!

are you out there
desperate like me
you need a miracle
one I can be
I need a miracle
and it is you
we need each other
this much is true

how can we find each other
where should we look
we wont find each other
reading a book
I need you as much as you need me
we need each other desperately

seemingly searching endlessly
making wrong choices for the time being
knowing we need each other permanently
oh where, oh where, oh where could you be

relentless pursuit for the one for me
a woman whose love truly loves me
a woman who seeks to be
open and free with me
not just today but permanently

it is about us that is who you are
never wavering or wandering to far
away from us onto other things
because you would find them boring and plain

its not just the thought of love you see
it is the love you have for me
seemingly endless permanently.
it is reciprocal and free

I know you exist
but where can I find you
I endlessly persist
because I know our love is true

seemingly endlessly searching
because I haven't found you yet
seemingly endlessly searching
and if I don't I will regret
not seemingly endlessly searching
for you!

Under strange circumstances I met you tonight
you weren't the least bit happy and a little affright
and I saw you
you were frustrated, and feeling hated
but I showed you kindness and you were elated
and you saw me
your broken heart and mind
your heart hurt so did mine
and I saw you
oh the hug we shared
holding hands out of despair
and you saw me
was there something there
or was it just me?

Sometimes it's tough, sometimes it's rough
sometimes you want to quit.
Sometimes it hurts sometimes it’s worse
sometimes you want to spit.
Sometimes is sucks and you have no luck
sometimes it’s just plain shit.
Sometimes it’s sad sometimes it’s bad
and you just want to quit.
Sometimes it's great sometimes its fate
sometimes your all alone.
Sometimes it’s good as life should
sometimes you want to go.
Nothings as easy as it might seem
or as difficult as it appears.
Just try to do the right thing
and sometimes just look in the mirror

are the skies blue do the birds chirp
is this life true or did I go berserk
have I lost my mind is everything fine
am I ahead or am I behind
I cannot see straight what happened to my eyes
did I sleep late is everything a lie
what is the truth what can it be
what is the truth I can't quite see
did everything change right before my eyes
is this the truth or just some more lies

all alone it seems
all alone just me and my dreams
no one to share them with
no one to share bliss
all alone by myself
all alone no one else
nobody seems to understand
the way of thinking of this man
no one seems to desire
the warmth of this mans fire
all alone quietly
all alone for the day
all alone far away
all alone
nobody around
all alone
nobodies sound
all alone

All Alone
nobody gets it
all alone
whilst is can be great
all alone
needs a date
all alone me and you
in the wilderness under the sky blue
or grey or wet
but together alone is best.
all alone by myself
all alone no one else
all alone is how I feel
I don't want to be alone
I want somebody real!

you shook rattled and rolled me when I smelled your sweet perfume
you brought me some happiness and took away my gloom
you entertain me when my thoughts are wrong
when I see you, you tell me to hit that rattle snaking bong
you take me on a trip that I never forget
you put thoughts in my head and that when you said
its time to rap a rhythm off the top of your head
out the words poured with hardly a thought
and that is when I realized exactly what I got
the gift of writing words in a big crazy mess
but after I have tasted you is when I write the best
so out the words poured one after another
the hardest part is just putting the words together
in any form or fashion the words can be put
so when it is all said and done they will go in a book!