keralabull Poetry (16)

....you told me once...
....you like purple a lot...

....you show me once...
....you can smile a lot...

....you prove me once...
....you can love me hard...

....you make me hot when...
....you kiss me hard...

....you close your eyes...
....you whisper a lot when...
....you hugg me from back...

....you told me always...
....you are my passion...

....you make me dream always...
....you smell me when i swet...

....you make me think always...
....you are the truth...

....and that is the truth...
....you are my dream...
....just a dream...

....you teach me how to smile...
....you teach me how to walk...
....you teach me how to kiss...
....you teach me how to love...
....you teach me how life is...
....you teach me how bold you are...
....you teach me how hot you are...
....bt..u never teach me how to live without you...

....when i am looking back...
....when my heart feels empty...
....even my dreams are colourfull...
....even my thoughts are meaningfull...
....is tht the one that i am looking for...
....i can feel the spirits passing through...
....i can smell them..listen them...
....is that the one that make me smile...?
....is that u smile up from the heaven...?
....is that the one you make my dreams passionable...?
....oooohh common..i can`t afford that more...
....oohh only i can smile here for you...
....

....nothing can be satisfy me....
....nothing impossible if u r with me....
....that can be happend even now....
....this cloudy nights ask me now...
....the frozen breeze make me ask u....
....the falling leaves murmering under foot....
....the provokive silence make me mad....
....that sweetened past make me sure....
....i can do.. i can doo....
....even now do i know....
....where are you now..? where are you now?

....that footprints told me that your sweatheart is inside....
....that shades behind windows show me ..she is hinding inn....
....that controlled breathing sound make sure ....
....that she is holding ....emotions....
....that doors without locks force me inside....
....that murmering curtains told me she is behind me....
....end of tht dream i realise tht....
....still you are in my heart....
....where are you...where are you...where are you...?

.....as fast my heart beats high....
.....as fast my dreams make me hot...
.....as long i sleep well....
.....as i think now...i am mad....
.....as my body reacts my dreams....
.....as u said i am mad....
.....as my sweatheart tells....
.....as i can`t controle my dreams....
.....as a mad and hot....
.....as a hot and mad who can make me cool..?

i don`t know y?
I am on a dream..
I think its me..
I don`t know her..
I see her once..
I try her more..
I feel it hot..
I taste it hard..
I feel it salt..
I wipe it smooth..
I think its eye drops..

....i don`t know what to do...
....what i feel i can`t write..
....what i wrote i can`t do...
....glitering stars ask me why..
....whispering birds ask me why..
....why... you can`t do that....?
....salty sand waiting for hot waves to hug...
....wandering falcon looking for mate..
....be alone..lonly this beach..
....thinking this time..what to do..
....thinking of you...feeling hot..
....i am feeling hot..hot..oooh yaahh...!

....thinking of the now moment..
....that is over just a second before..
....that i am really sad..because..
....that i can`t catch that moment never..
....that is the true that i realise..
....that me to a simple humanbeing..
....that simple machine inside me stop for a second..
....that we can call `heart` or `soul`..
....that is the wonderfull machine..
....that god the creater, ever made..
....thinking of that truth..
....that, if the world realise the same truth..
....there is no war..there is no worries...
....there is no need of sorries and sorrows...
....thinking of tht same moment i am sad..
....the same time i am glad that i can find..
....that glad moment untill my machine stop....!!!!

....all my mornigs are same like again..
....all my dreams and belongings are same..
....all my presentations seems so rude..
....all my friends may be sourceless to be..
....all my days are shorter than night..
....all my nights are endless dreams..
....all my prayers are worthless to be..
....all my efforts are meaningless lol..
....all my thoughts are about that would be..
....all my tomorrows are depressed by today..
....all my experiences teaching me like...
....all your life you are alone..
....all that becomes true or false?

....ooh on that rainday..
....ooh only for her..just to see her...
....ooh on my barefoot i walk a long...
....ooh offer me to see on the top of the rock..
....ooh or else what..the dreams and memories...
....ooh plzz dont call me back...
....ooh or she may be left....
....ooh i can hear my heart beeting loudly...
....ooh i can feel my breath becomes hot..
....ooh now its the time to climb the rock...
....ooh it is too smooth and slipery like my mind..
....ooh the hot breeze tell me tht she is on top..
....ooh why the sky is so quiet and blue...?
....ooh this silence make my heart countless beat..
....ooh few seconds are left to see her on top..
....ooh yah..now i am on top of the rock...!!!!
....ooh is that my sweetheart kidding me like..
....ooh whre are you going...leaving me alone...
....only the empty sky and me alone..
....ooh leaving me alone on these lonly rock...
....ooh is that u there on the rock down there..
....ooh is that ur lipstick or the damn blood..??
....ooh what are you thinking lonly on rock...??
....ooh why your eyes so sharp and red........??
....ooh is that ur beautifull hair becomes mad.??
....ooh is that u thinking about me still......??
....ooh on these rock..i am thinking of you..
....ooh only me hre..thinking of u.. lol....

....walking on this lonly beach...
....watching my footprints..on wet sand..
....warming up my heart and soul...
....wisphering wind tickling my ears..
....wow..wow..wet salty sand looking hot waves...
....wooo...the hot waves hugtight the wet and salty...
....washout the marks..or even footprints...
....walking back..on salty sand....
....washedaway my footprints and dreams..
....wandering birds told me that...you are alone ..always alone..