lavina Poetry (10)

There was a time when it just a time, Even there always memory in it
When you gave that time I thought I'll be even I knew there is no me
But you gave me that little space
It bring me a hope

If you don't wanna be in, why you let me in?, you & your world with them but there is no me, even never me in

I won't take apart if there is no space you gave me, I won't run this far if there is no hope
There is no me for you as I just passed time that you just cross it

If only you didn't give me that space then I won't in
Did I ask you many time about that?
Will be more fair for me if you say no rather than you gave the blank space that only me stand there and you with others

#cully 20 jan'2016
Blank space

For the words that never say
For the time that you missed it
For the moment that I wanna go back

For forgivness before you say sorry
For forever time I had been waiting
For the memories that you can only remember

and for the word "I love you"
is for you

I am not a love without somebody say it
I am not prefect if someone not make it complete
I won't there if there is no one waiting
I am a ryhthm of the song that you sing
The cheer when you're sad or down
If you're happy I'll be smile
Cos I am your soul
~Ns2042015~

How you'll miss me,
By the time if I wasn't there anymore
With the moment that I'm gonna to share
How you'll miss me
If you never realize I always there, beside you,
Trough the time that it has gone
How you'll miss me,
Even for the smile that you never notice it
Now I'm not there,
And how you'll miss me if there is only you,
When you're not realize I was there too

Isn't there we ever build a hope & dream ?
That we wanna reach it together
Isn't there something that we wanna keep it
As a good memory

It always a sweet & nice moment
A moment that touch my heart
Until it just as a memory

Will we reach our hope & dream?

Finding in real but catch in my dream,
Cos I just stare at you there.
Since the first time I caught my eyes on you,
Wanna be more close but never have abrave to do.
Now I wanna finding you again, but it seem just on my dream

The spring has gone
but I still remember it
the fist time I met you there
the first time when you kissed me
its still feel warm even now in winter time

And the next spring I'll meet you there
to paint more color in our heart
such like the color of flowers that blooming
it will grow & full of beautiful color
That's our feeling show

Don’t cry when I gone
Cos we just separate for while
Don’t cry when I gone
Cos I need your smile to accompany my journey
Someday we’ll meet again,
Mean while I’ll wait you in my long sleep in here
Then we’ll meet again for sincere eternity of time

I am a rhythm, rhythm for a music
rhythm for the rain, rhythm for a life

which rhythm that you wanna hear & play?
Hope it'll be nice & lovely song in life harmony

If you never gave me that hope could be I'll be still there
If you never gave me a reason why I should be back, then I'll be still there
There was much of hopes .....

If I know you won't be here to wait me then I'll be still there
If I know its just empty promise then I'll be still there
If for a reason that I have wait then I'll be

But then all gone, & me still in here
And for all of the reason, I forgive you
Wish you & I never loose our hope in different way & place


Oct, 18