Swan87 Poetry (176)

One Day you'll wake up
And Realize
You're missing me
You will shade a tear
Remembering the memories
One Day you'll Understand
How hard you made me feel
That Day
I'll be long gone
living my life ,letting go
That Day
You'de just call
To hear me say Hello
One Day you'll wake up
Having nothing ,
But my scent on your pillow

And I still beleive
In You and Me
Call me Crazy
Sew me Cuz I Feel !!
I still beleive

Cuz that part of you never left me alone
And I Go everywhere tryin to let go
You keep on coming back like never before
I thought i would cry my tears ,closin' the door
So here you are with me and im with you
I don't know what im doin , what am I fighting for !
God Knows why Am I holding on
To the memories
To Sorrows
Of Me And You !

We Met on The same day
Same Resturant
I was with somebody
And you're with someone else !
Seams like Everybody
Moved on !

But there's this small part of me
That Cried in the same night
While Im falling a sleep
Kept it All Inside
That part still misses you
Still wish you were here
And with every tear
I'm dropping you, out of me ..

And I Forgive Myself
For Loving you , so bad
I Forgive the times , places
And Everywhere we met
I Forgive the walls
For Keeping our secret inside the room
I Forgive Myself , I Forgive You ..

It's Hard to Be with you
It's Hard to Be without you
And as my words are goin on
I Can't live with nor without you
So tell me what to do
You tell me what should I say
Cuz I can't take control of you

I remember the first time i saw your face
In such a crowded place
I remember that smile cuz it brought me back to life
And In mintues we were dancing
Like we knew each other , from ages
And I kissed your lips , you kissed mine
We fell in love at that time

Don't you remember all of that !
Or you're too busy now !
I just miss the old days ..
I miss our time !

Your secrets are no longer secrets
Your Mask has been takin' off
I no longer miss your heart beats
I don't beleive in your love

Let it be , the way God's wanted to be
I beleive in him more than in you & me
Shame on your lies , You made me weak
Wait a mintue , you're not allowed to speak
Im gonna finish this , right now
It's over , you big Freak !!

Is she the one ?
Cuz you Seam so happy
And That's All I wanted to See
Even though ,she's not me
It's so funny , how life can be
You Can hear me luaghin'
But it's just a scream
And As im watching you
Kissing her so deep ...


This is Unreal
It's just a bad Dream
Cuz All I remember Now
Is You Loving me
So Unreal
Im Crying With no tears
My Heart is Out of Bleed
I woke up now to see
You're not Here
With Me

Nothing's looking beautiful tonight
Other than your smile
Upon that face , the one i always loved
And I hold you so tight
Wishing , If I could get you back

You Said we'll stay in touch
We'll only stay friends
I'll hug you if you cry
I'll always be by your side
So Why will I refuse that
When It's okay for me
I'll keep you in my heart
And live like nothing had changed
Yes , Everything is the okay
You'll move on
But I'll always stay the same

Im tired of Thinking
Im tired of Everything
Stuck in thousands of memories
Still wish you were mine
Tired of trying
Im so over loaded
And I still Can't make you mine

Im still in Love , With you
Can't wait to hold you in my arms again
Im still falling , For you
Wish you were here somehow
I can't let go , knowing you were my other half
Counting the times we laughed
While Im crying , For you

Im still in love , With us
Moments of love and loss
I still Call you mine , all the time
Simply , Can't get over you
Still hoping , That i can fall a sleep in your arms
One Day , we'll look back
Wishing we've never let it go
Im still in love with you

I watched you ..while you're picking up
The Red Rose I put , into your car glass
I watched you ,wondering and looking around
I watched you from far away
While My eyes drowns again into my tears ..
I watched you smelling my rose ..
Oh I felt you breathing too ..
Wanted to hold you so ..

Im sorry , Dont you go
Dont forget that what we had
Was everything i dream for
Im sorry , forgive me
My past was the reason you let go
What Can I do more ?
How Can I live after you !
It's not easy to close your door
Knowing that you own the greatest heart of all

You May Keep my rose
Untill you know
Who really loved you so

It's not right
Both of us
Are Living in diffrent sides
Of Life ..
It's not fair
Everytime I call , you say not now
Call Later ..
Its never been a good time for you
To let me know of the truth
That me and you are gone !

You changed ..
And Left me to blame myself everyday
We were cursed !
Cuz I remember how we used to be happy
Broken now ..
With no words for me to say
What's the use ..
Of a broken wing , tryin to fly away

It's not right
When i smile at you
And You wont kiss me back
It's not right
For you to hold me
With no feelings inside
Should've known , That you are gone
And I'll never be allright ...

So Many memories , That I have to forget
From your last words , and since we met
But how will i start something new
When Everything .. Reminds me of you
I was so honest to us
Did Everything I can do
And even if it's killing me
That you Have to go
I'll pray on every step
You take on your road

So Many Places , That I have to earse
So Many kisses , Times I'll never replace
Your Touch , your smell will never be changed
And even if I can't touch your face
Or feel your sweet embrace
I'll always remember , 3 words
Once you said
I LOVE YOU

Someone is Gonna miss you
Someone will wish , you were here
That someone is me

I've cried enough
Been hurting myself , for you
Got Broken and only God knows
What my feelings show
But if you would only knew
The times i drove all night cryin' for you
Lisnin' to the songs we used to dance to
All for nothing ,, I can't find you no more

Wish you were here
In times of sadness
Where everything is not clear
Am I dying for nothing
Or will you come back to me
So many questions
Only you is the key

Who would hold my hand after you
I want no one to touch ,what is for you
We belong togather
Only you choosed the easy way
You choosed to be lonely

I Cant hate you , Cant get over you
I loved you more Than I should
And I wont forget you
I'll always have a part of you
Your breathe , your kiss
And how you used to smile at me
I miss your gelousy
I miss Everything
And its gonna be along way for me :(