adiva_a: not all girls want guys for sex :( LIKE ME !!
he shouldnt say stuff like he still loves me "so much" and then go do stuff liek that. honestly , i can pretend to be happy .. and not nag. but when you see stuff like waht i saw .. thats jsut strayt cold.. wish he couldve jsut said he doesnt want me so i could jsut move on.
which is exactly all that is wrong in this world !!!!!
on the other hand... if at 18 you are already looking for a husband, then in my book you are significantly misguided.....
how about trying something different for a chance? go out have fun, make friends, party, finish school, get a good job, settle down and then.... begin looking to start a family.... maybe then you'll find dudes that have the same goals (the family thing) and you'll both be on the same page....
i can tell you that at 18 i had only ONE thing on my mind (regarding chicks).... and if i ever heard the L word or worse yet the M word... i'd run like HELL !!!!!