ebola Blog Comments (3)

RE: why Man so afraid ??

no idea

I experience it the other way...

all men stick to me...nowadays
even the ones I 'had' 30 years ago...through facebook they come back and start to call me...

I feel popular in spite of my age...can choose..like candies in a big store, so much choice but everything looks good...or nothing good enough?

a luxuory....it makes my hesitate...he? him? or a fresh new one?
old? young? educated? or not so? black? white? circumcised? etc...

and I am getting experienced in dumping.
how to do it in a nice way??

A woman who finds real love...more easy.... is a woman who knows how to dump.

I kept my ex husband for 20 years...that was too long...too loyal..so I'm now practising in dumping. I need that.

maybe your friends are doing the same?

Although I do it in a nicer way; I explain why....openly.

RE: which kind of s.ex is best ??? you have the new of

when there is love in it.


the details are not so important....and differ..

RE: Kindness

I have noticed that two very basic feelings are cotrolling everthing i say, do, decide in my life.

One is fear, the other is love

When I ask myself regularly..(a lot of times I forget but sometimes i do) .'where does this come from, when I look very honest to myself?....peel off all the layers and get to the bottom?

I can then easily sense, deep within me, whether it is fear or love.


Just because of the fact that I am conscious of it....automatically I choose the side of love more often. At the level of consciousness ((induced by asking myself) there suddenly appears a possibility to just choose.

It was very simple and very surprising at the same time, to get to understand this proces...and it has brought me a lot of god and nice experiences. It just feels much better...more real and more open and trusting...it gives energy.