How do I know if I am ready? How do I know that is even what I want. What do I even want anymore? Loneliness sucks, we all know that, we all know we can exist alone. There are worse things than being alone, no one wants that. Lost and all alone... I can't say no. I can't say yes. I dream of meeting of 'the one', will it ever happen? Do I even know what love is anymore? Maybe I'll meet someone who will show me how to love again. We are all tired of broken hearts, for some of us the breaks go very deep and getting tired of putting our hearts at risk. If it happens, it happens, that would be a Good Thing (tm) If it doesn't happen, so be it. Am I available? ya, just not going to hold my breath anymore waiting for it to happen.
RE: what the most messed up thing you did as a Kid?
the most messed up thing I did as a kid... thats easy,, I grew up. /sigh