About me and who I'm looking for

About me: romantic as long i see i don't do things in vein
honest maybe to a too big degree i give 100% of my self to each and every1 of my relationships having great optimism but when i realize that it doesn't lead somewhere i'm 100% out
yes i'm looking for a serius relationship that is going to lead to marriage and family but i'm not gonna start it with any woman.
call me Tedd Mosby but i'm also looking for the one
i have serius doubts about dating sites
but its an easy way for me to see opinions of others and finaly i'm pretty shy
my ideal date is a realy long conversation regardless of where its taking place i realy need to see that i'm connected mentaly with my date
looks are important but their significance is lost after the first minute

I'm looking for: most important she must have confidence about her self
sad i must bring that up but unfortunaly my past experiences dictates it she must have a life and i mean friends, interests, hobbies(maybe)passion about something
the realization of when u r in a relationship u must be both part of each others life and neither be consumed by the other one's
i need a person as honest as me even small lies annoy me a lot

and i little bit about the looks i love short girls don't know why i just do its a plus