IS IT KARMA ....??? guys
hi evrybody how are you ?well .. ummm
i dont know really where is the problem ?
1st of all i dont know if this is the right place to post this but i really
wanna talk about it to get it off my chest :(
im married guy well ... not anymore my wife asking for devorce
and its been 4 monthes since she left back to her family
the thing is ... i dont know from where i start and i dont know what to say
and i wish i know the cause of the problem ..!!
im married for 14 monthes , i have done evrything i could to make her happy
cause i loved her , i have change myself in manythings sure its for my owen good
but i didnt want to but i did for her for sure , you know like driving
i didnt want to drive since my brother died long time ago and i kinda left the car
didnt get close to it ,
anyway , ..
my wife is diabetic , and im totally awar of that i have read alot about it and how to deal with
this sickness ,
cause she got no respond when she got Hypoglycemia ( it means the suger is under the normal ) which cause
this condition the no responding thing anyway
the 1st time she got it i went crazy and i carry her in my arms like a dead body
running outside to the car to get her to the ER
anyway the Hypoglycemia become a normal thing unfortunately
so its almost a routine evry now and then i run to ER , and when i came from ER
i stay awake next to her for couple hours til she get ok and i feel like i can go to work
or i sleep for little while
last time she got the opposite Hyperglycemia her RBS was 682 !!
anyway its long story the thing is i talk to her when she was at hospital
asking her to take care for herself not for me for her cause its dangerous thing
and the next day i pick her up to home and wnet to my work
and when i get back i found her bags ready almost 7 bags the full stuff evrything belong to her
except the thing that it should mean alot to us , the latters the poems the things that it should mean
alot and alot for our love and souls
and when i asked her whats going on ... she said as you see im leaving , ..
what ..!!??
and couldnt say anything ... i just came from work to leave outside
walking for hours dont know whats going on ... and why and WTF ??
at the time i came home i went to talk to her
and when i enter the room she go out .. when i go out she came back
didnt talk to me didnt look at me didnt eat with me , ... like i was nothing to her
and the next day her father came and pick her up , he even didnt talk even i try ,...
i felt hurt , ... and i didnt call he or text , .. all i know from her father that
she left cause i talk to her when she was at hospital .. and that was wrong ... as they said
even if you give her advice you should wait til she discharged
i was angry and i said to him she is my wife and i say what ever i want where ever i want
its up to me , ... and if you want your daughter she is with you already i hope you can take
care of her as i did ....
im sorry its long and boring stuff heehehehe but what i wanna ask is this
do you think its KARMA ????
cause back then i was in love with that girl and we were engaged for 8 years .....
but i wasnt in good situation alot of loans couldnt pay and alot of problems and i was thinking
that i hold the girl for 8 year and she may wait more and i may not get any better
i loved her more than i can express with words really ..
and in one night i told her that im sorry im breaking up with you ,
my family arrange my marriage with that girl from ( and i randomly name one of the places )
cause if i told her that we need time she will wait til the end of her life i know her
and thats not fair really ....
and after we were apart she called me after 1 year she ask for my permission that some one proposed to her
anyway she got married and she have tow beautiful kids
the thing i got married 5 years after her .... from a girl from th
