About me and who I'm looking for

About me: how to describe (me) in a few words or sentences... I’m not sure I can the reason its hard is that As the words are emerging onto the paper the nuances and inflections change a hundred times a second ... I can start a sentence describing a physical attribute or failing.. but finish it in some far off part of my brain a million miles from the physical...
And of course I will expect or know that you have followed that journey and understand exactly how I got from A to B .
So now you must read between the lines and explore what’s not said as much as what’s here.
I am a realistic dreamer.. I believe in love.. I know my body I strive to know my brain better.. i am proud of my national heritage it enables me to express love and affection freely .. like all sometimes I have fears for the future.. My passion for adventure and life is childlike at times.. I thank God for that.. I have a steely determination to succeed.. I treasure my intellect and despair when I detect it in others that don’t use it..
Romance, love and affection are my lifeblood.. I can be vain and naive it’s human.
You don’t need me to go on fill in all the gaps and you have a million pages.

I'm looking for: Enjoy good things in life.. Good food, good conversations and food.