Your view (honesty is needed)

hey all im back after a long breaak of this site so im trying to get use to it again and hoping il be lucky this time. I would love to be in a loving relationship but my confidence isnt great over guys in my town hurting my feelings. they say im ugly,fat and never will get a guy to fall for me. M confidence is at 0 and always has been since its been said to me for years. I have recently lost 10 stone over these awful comments. U will see the differences in my pics from where i was in my weight loss and where i am at now my profile pic is the newest pic of me. Can I have as much advice I would really appreciate it. I am now wanting to gain mustle so if theres anyone here that is an expert on that please share.
Hope to hear from you soon
Shauna x