Running I am always running through a hall of mirrors...They all reflect me but they do not run with me,they stand and laugh...They beat me with there words and I fall hard...I try to stand but it is hard when you have nothing at all...But as I lay one mirror in front of me does not laugh,but stares...He stands proud deifying,alone but strong...Through my sorrow I weep,"how do you stand so proud? Everybody belives in you.How do you do it?"And with a cold stare he answered,"Because I defy myself.You say I can't but I say I will.When I feel like I am falling I stand,When I feel I know nothing,I go searching,When I think I am weak,I become stronger..." Still through the sadness I ask once more."Please tell me.How do I become strong like you?" Then he smiled and said "but I am you..."
Though I run from you,still you chase me... Why? "I ask if you wish to be free, then why chase me?" But every time you come you stare and wander, why am I am there? Stare as if though you don't care...So once more I go and you follow...Freedom is what I seek yet you haunt my soul...I fear I'll never be free of the endless sea, in which we drown...How I long to swim to shore,but you hold me once more till we sink... I scream in pain...And even now with you gone your ghost holds me still...Does mine haunt you?Does mine chase your dreams to nightmares? If so then we both are damned.But why? If we can not be then why can't we go?What holds us to nothing? Destroying both of us for nothing...Pain is my memories of you,but I always thought they were love...Now I know the truth,so let me go...While I run please don't follow,let me be free from this endless sorrow...Hold my heart no more!!! There is no place for you anymore...Let me go to new ground so I can start once more...But still you follow.....
as i stare into the face of madness it laughed at me an i began too laugh myself as i lost myself too the madness all around me was eternity of darkness but i did not care for i was free as the madness continue too laugh with me i saw a small light appear in the distance it glow with a strange hue that i found comfort in but meant nothing for all their was was madness here as it came closer it appear too be a boy with sad eyes looking at me i continue too laugh an asked the boy who are you why do you not laugh with the madness the boy spoke because i am the truth i am you i laughed harder at those words do you mock me boy? look around you all is darkness i am darkness you are a light their can be no truth in your words but the boy with sad eye just stare an with a low voice spoke once more i will not abdon you too this darkness any more then you would abdon me i will stay with you till you see the truth with those words the man stop laughing an started too weep he held his head in his hand i,i forgoten he said with a broken voice i forgot the truth i cant see beyond the madness an the darkness has comfort me the boy smiled at that an extend his hand do you believe in me? the man look puzzled but took the boy hand yes i do then have faith you will see the world is not shroud in darkness as you believe all is not lost wait with me you see the madness will end an you will be free with those words indeed the laughing stop the shadow seem a Lil less dark an he felt a Lil less empty but still he did not see what the boy spoke of time warrior it take time too be free but am here with you so please believe in me i shall said the man even if i cannot see i shall in the distance a slight laugh started once more what is that the man ask? it is the darkness it try too mock your faith it trying too bring you back too the darkness once more. the man stare in the distance an shouted you will not have me so easily darkness you not have me so freely madness my soul is my own i will find the truth an your not it the boy smiled at that an waited waited for the time needed for him too see for the door too open
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