what is wrong with my generation? My cousins and sister are all separated or divorced. We strive for something like our parents - all still happily married until death do them part - no divorce or separation there, even my grandparents were happily married until death do them part. So why can't we find the same happiness as them.
I keep thinking did I make a mistake - getting married, when my hormones were all skewiff - being pregnant did I forget to lock my brain into gear.
Maybe I should have realised that my husband was in lust and not love and prevented my heartbreak.
Gee I got married at 26 and had my first baby at 27 - maybe the horoscope was right - and I simply married the wrong man at the wrong time -
Now I'm over the hill and starting again, body not the same, life experiences has changed me - yet I want to strive for something that I feel should be rightfully mine - a man to love me for all my failings - to hug me and to show that that he wants to spend friday and saturday nights with me and not his mates. Am I so selfish, and so self centred to cry for the moon and the stars, or maybe I destined to walk this earth alone without knowing what true love is .....
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