I was just thinking back to my childhood, When my parents used to run and own a pet store. It was so rewarding helping out in the pet store (I was about 5 yrs old.) It was always nice to pets going to such wonderful homes, then my dad putting tarantula my shoulder, and watching me screem, I am deathly afraid of spiders to this day. Even though my childhood was hell, I always seemed to have a few friends to play with and help me take my mind off my troubles. I remember my neighbor lady, I always went to visit several times a day, she was my extra grandma, then she passed away last fall, after knowing her for over 20+ years, it was a hard pill to swallow. But I still keep those memories alive to remind me of the good times when I start to feel down. In someway shape and form, I always seemed to have a friend somewhere to make my day a little better.
Hello all
I hope everyone has a wonderful day/night, where ever you are in the world.
I am always happy. I have changed my life around so much in the last 10-15 years. I was always the odd person out with no friends. But then I remember a teacher in school, who worked with me every day for a whole year to help change my life around. If it hadn't been for her, I don't think I would be where I am at today. I remember I used to be so mad and upset, getting picked on. But one day I decided to laugh at all the bullies who teased me. That's something no bully expects. I am so happy that I have a good life with very little problems. I considered the alternitives when I was at my lowest point, but I held my head up high and made through. When ever people complain about me being to happy, I tell them how I used to be. I am rarely serious, unless I have to be. Life is too short to be taken seriously. I am happy for who I am and I can't thank my teacher enough for all the hard work she put into me to get me to where I am today.
I am proud of myself. I work so hard for what I have. I may not be rich, but I am happy with the way things are. I am not rich, but I have plenty of friends, I would rather have friends over money.
Many people I talk with for the first time, must think I am not right. Well I am who I am. I have a slight speech problem(stuttering), but does that make me dumb, stupid, an idiot? No! I can't help it. If people are going to judge me because of that, up theirs! I am a very smart person. I can take care of my self, pay my own bills, do everything anyone else can do. Give me a chance to proove myself, don't judge me just because I am different. I am just extra special. There are some famous people who stutter. Do you judge them? I am just like everyone else on God's green earth. If you an't accept the fact I have a speech problem, then you deserve my time..or respect.
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