I stood for years in the scorching sun,
The winds flew through me,
The thunder flashed the light upon me
when I slept and woke me up,
The rains washed the dirt of me,
I remained still there…
Days, years, decades passed
But still I stood for others
I gave them the happiness, still I’m alone
They came along the wind dwelled in me
I provided them my part.
Happiness is what I expected but what I got,
is only a bunch of sour sorrow
In my long run of life
many passed by, but none
remained for me
Care is what I gave and that is what I lost
All of them found happiness,
made me an instrument from which
the notes of happiness flowed
but I’m still unfortunate
for the happiness is still far off me…
My life was hell until I saw hope
I knew god will always be there for me
because we always talk to each other every day
He asked me what I needed but what do I say
for human needs are endless
My needs kept on growing up it piled up
in my heart, he suddenly realized that my heart was full
With something, that something which I should
be sharing with someone
He chose the most beautiful angel for me
She flew down from heaven for me
She might be knowing I’m all alone, seeking
for someone that someone to whom I wanted to
Dedicate my whole life
left everything for her, cos I only wanted
to be with her forever and ever
but still there are some needs of my heart which she
has to know cos she hasn’t been mine until now
God sent her may be by saying
“you find yourself, the one who’s there for you”
Hope she’ll find me and be with me for ever and ever
My angel, still waiting for you…
Why we met was always a remaining question,
What we had for each other we couldn’t express,
for the world we just gave it a word, love,
but that too, was small enough to tell what we had felt.
Seldom we spoke, our eyes were our words, the one sight
that we had each day, was just enough for us
to feel how much we cared for each other ,
never did we sit close together nor did we exchange the words of flattery,
to impress each other but everything was around us.
The mistakes that we made was never been seen around
when we shared that one glance with each other.
For not even once did we touch each other but that
tenderness of our hands, the warmth of our body,
we always felt it even though we never realized it
and we never wanted anything more than that.
The few words that we exchanged were just to convince others
even that wasn’t a necessity
the true meaning of love was what we had
never did we ask for that love to each other but
we just gave it to each other unconditionally
and that has made us the perfect ones…
It used to be around me for years
Like a grapevine winding around a tree
It had been wound around my heart for years
I used to nourish it with all the goodness in
My heart like that one may seldom find
Truth was like water for it
Care used to protect it
For my heart was once a best place
For I knew what truth, care and true love meant
Today years have moved on, I stand at a place,
all alone with people pouring all around me like the sand
my mind is blank, I’m mad for what I’m now,
was not that which was meant for me
the grapevines of truth, care and true love
have all been broken they doesn’t grow in my heart
anymore, like a cloud which is no more after rain
my heart also got empty after pouring all this
now they are all like precious stones in my
mind which cannot be obtained anymore
for it is only meant for people whom
god choose and me god have left me,
out as a person to be all alone
but still in such a life of mine I found a
treasure, that treasure for which I always used to search
she’s one among the many that grabbed my attention
with not her beauty or charm but her truth and love for
the one whom she loved
time waits for none and god give little time to some and in such a time
getting a treasure in life is the luckiest thing
and he was the luckiest man for he always had a true love
out there in the world for him
for me these are all bygone memories as I’m already buried down the
earth with all the bad in me and for the such people
hell is the home at last and let my life be like
what it is going to be for my true love is only my dream…
which last for seconds only…
"A body without a soul’s like a rose without fragrance. It may be beautiful for those with eyes but for the blind; they won’t be able to enjoy the beauty unless and until they feel It through the fragrance. Likewise, if we are born to this world with a body it does’nt make us humans. It’s that sweetness that emits from our soul that completes the human form.
Even a rose will bloom only when the soil is fertile; it will only give the natural fragrance and glow when the pure water reaches it. Likewise a human body will glow when the soul gets the right environment to grow.
Many at times we allow our mind to lead us. We never ask where it’s leading us, so it always leads us to where it can find happiness in a short period. At a time, when we question our mind to where it’s leading us, it may have gone too far for us to catch it. So always keeping our mind under control, making us the most fertile ground for creating a soul that gives out the fragrance towards the world.
A child’s mind is the most powerful one, because for him there’s no sorrow, no ego, no emotions. This mainly happens as there is no clash between his mind and intellect. When the intellect of a child is born, it causes him to start thinking, which will make him choose, to leave his mind on it’s own way or to make his mind live in his way.
The moment this intellect is born, the happiness will be deteriorated; making his mind peaceful and calm will be a distant thing for him. A world of his own thoughts, beliefs, ideas and habits are created wherein he slips into the materialistic chains of the world. He doesn’t give time to free his mind. He starts making it empty. Being an empty mind, it always follows the path of needs wherein he tries to fill it. The moment he starts this he manipulates the image of God. He makes God that ultimate person who satisfies all his needs. He starts complaining when he doesn’t get what he requires. He starts blaming and in the end he turns into that miserable rose which only has colour but no sweet fragrance
The mind loses what it always needed the most. The intellect is the best companion of soul, but,they should always be at par with each other. neither more prominent than the other which would other wise lead to much harm. The intellect and soul when they are at par, then the fragrance that emits from the soul and the body will be so powerful that it turns itself into seven virtues
Those seven virtues that arise from our soul proves that our soul and intellect are balanced with each other and those seven petals of our soul are happiness, peace, bliss, love, power, knowledge, and purity."
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