Well as i'm sure some of you read on the forums, i've been in contact with my daughters real father..
i hadnt seen or spoken to him in nearly 7 years.. and he called me after we chatted on yahoo for about an hour..
his family has been known to lie t keep him where they want him in the past.. and his cousin told my cousin that he was told i said my daughter wasnt his and i never wanted him around.. which of cource was far from true..
now all my feelings i have for him have been brought back to the surface.. and after chatting.. i realize.. i still love him, and according to him.. he still feels the same way about me.. only he just got done with a bad divorce and is having a hard time getting his ex to let him see their son.. so now my daughters father is hopefully in her life.. but she also now has a half brother.. granted she may never meet him..
anyway .. i just needed to get all this out.. i dont know what will happen with any of this.. all i really want is for my daughter to know her father