In my opinion, if a man says he loves me before meeting me in person, then he does not trully love me.
If one day I say “I love you” to a man, then it means I am happy to see him no matter he has shaved his beards, brushed his teeth or become successful or not, and I want to live the rest of my life together with him.
Today, or say exactly yesterday is a big day for me. I received the first order. Yet, the follow-up work after receiving the order did not go smoothly. I doubt if I have screwed up the order. I was inconsiderate and overly excited on dealing with the first order.
Also, the first argument broke out between me and my business partner. He wants absolute abeyance from me, yet I want the disagreement between us to be discussed. I did not care about authority or power in the company, yet he cared too much. As a result, I rethought my faults and made compromises; meanwhile, he learned more about my stubbornness and my bottom line.
I did learn a lot from my business partner, yet the way he expressed his opinions appear to be impatient and rude to me. We did not communicate well, I hope this could get improved in the future. I will talk to him about this later.
Maybe it is necessary for the business partners to adapt to each other’s working style. My feelings are complicated now. Suddenly, I felt lonely and then realized that I did not fall asleep. Insomina?
I keep challenging myself these days. I know I am afraid of speaking in English with overseas clients, but I did it over telephone twice today. Bravo for me, lol. And I will talk with more prospective foreign clients tomorrow, alas……Also I was refused by one client today.
There is one thing that really frustrated me. I found I cannot understand what the Australian client talked about on phone. It seems he was speaking a quite long word rather than a sentence and he sounded like he spoke the words without opening his mouth, oh…my….
I need to watch more Australian videos tonight, hope I could learn more about the Australian English tomorrow.
One more thing, I envy my business partner when he enjoys love with his girlfriend. Where is my love?
Today is Tomb Sweeping Day in China, so all Chinese ppl have one day off.
I should have been back to hometown to sweep the tomb of my biological father, may his soul rest in heaven. In fact, my big sister does tomb-sweeping on behalf of our family each year. I don’t remember my biological father much, since I was a baby when he passed away from lung cancer. My mum told me he is a good husband and father, which reminded me a person’s figure who bought me a ball for baby to play, biscuits and a dictionary for me to read, that’s him. My family originally didn’t believe me a 3-year-old baby could remember things, but I did have some pieces of memory for that age. They were all astonished at the scenes that I depicted to them.
My step father does not have a kid of his own and he is nothing different from our biological father in we children’s eyes. He is now proud of we children very much and we all love him.
So I think I am lucky, coz I have two fathers loving me.
I have been thinking about this question these days. Since I am about to cooperate with my business partner in the future, I care about our partnership very much.
I realize trust is very important. It will be time to test the trust between us when our business generates profits. Papers will not be enough to guarantee our long-term partnership. Trust will be.
So I keep reminding myself to trust my business partner. Besides, I also remind myself not to be selfish. Today, my business partner kindly offered to pay my half-year rent for me. I refused, coz I didn’t want to bring any financial burden to him, especially he will need a lot of money to hold his wedding ceremony in June.
This is the first time that I cooperate with a business partner and I hope I will be a mature and considerate business partner to others.
It’s really a lazy day today. Mum and I were so obsessed in a drama that we spent the whole afternoon on watching it. Dad laughed at us and we think he’s just jealous, lol.
My 7-months-old niece closes her eyes whenever I kiss her chubby face, so cute!
I am really a lazy woman. I have been used to doing the last minute work. I will tell my business partner my decision the day after tomorrow. And I will rent a room or an apartment close to our new office. I cannot help being excited for living alone again soon. I will start to work in early April. From then on, I will be a hardworking woman. Now, I’d rather take the time to be a lazy woman.
Today, I start to consider the possibility of owning a business of my own. The risk is I may have no income in the coming months. The advantage is my future business partner will bear the loss if it ever happens. The worst result would be I go away empty handed. The best result would be I finally have something of my own to work for in the future.
I am close to 33 years old. I might be a wife and mother soon if my mr. right appear this year. So, it is fair to say that this might be the last chance for me to realize the goal of financial freedom.
I have decided to go for it. What a memorable day it is!
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