ok as I sit here at 240 in the am wondering where my life is going and all that. I have to think about all the people in my life. My friends and my family, and then theres the hole in my life. That special woman that I keep hoping to meet one of these years. Ive thought about what is it that im lacking to attract a good woman. I am an honest, very caring man, I listen well and know when to keep my mouth shut. I may not be the best looking in the world, but there are alot of others that may be worse off then me. Im not obese, but I could stand to lose a few pounds. I am fairly intelligent for the most part. I like to go out and see other places. Hop into the old truck and scoot on down the road. I dont dwell on the past, I try to learn from it, yes there are things that I would love to change about me, but I cant. Nothing to regret, just wish I could change it. I dont have much money, but then again I dont need much money. I have most of what I need in life as it stands. Im just missing that one key ingrediant. I suppose it will happen when its time. Thanks for lettin me ponder.
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