Warning! If you are involved with anyone that has jealous tendencies, the realationship is heading for failure. Save yourself the anguish, and the heartache. Plenty here have been in that in situation. You get accused of doing something you didn't do. Jealousy is lack of trust. You can never win that trust with someone that is that insecure. So if you get the red Flags early on. DO NOT IGNORE THEM! Little things like. "Who where you talking to"? or "You must be chatting with someone else, I'll let you go": Sound familiar. You deserve better,. No one is that desperate. You can't change the way they think, only they can.
Peace
Sifting thru the pieces
of all the broken dreams
The future was almost everything
it was planned it to be
When drastic changes stop your world
and pieces start to fall
their isn't much that one can do
to get thru it all
As time goes by you look
some pieces are around
Do we gather, do we rebuid,
or leave them where they're found?
Maybe plan a new dream
With goals that can be reached
in such a way I will succeed
my goals cannot be breached
This is how I used to think
it's harder then it seems
to try and build a new plan
upon the broken dreams
As of late with all the attacks, the fake profiles, the dissention in the forums,I took a break today. What did it prove? That even in my absence the madness continues. I don't deny I was a small part of of the problem. The point is , I have rose above this. Even today after posting another new thread, I was being baited into arguement. You will notice I didn't stoop to that level. I just report, and move on. If everyone did there part to report the incitful behavior of the offensive members, Then we will have peace. You will see, I will no longer partake in the childish games being played in the forums. By keeping within the guidlines of the forum rules, I have have shown others true colors Stick out for the world to see. Let's have some fun Damnit. I already lost a good friend because of one of the fake profilers pretended to be a woman, that is sick. Let's be adults and enjoy each others company. Peace.
I wrote this the first time My girl and I were seperated for the first time. She only went to work, but still it played it's toll on me.
I can hardly wait the day
Just to see you
I miss you in many ways
I long to be near you
Now It's all that I can do
Is wait here for you
Yes it's all that I can do
Is wait here for you
So now
It's the first time we've been apart
And I Long to see you
But now
I still have joy in my heart
Cause you'll be coming home soon
All the changes I have made
Just to be with you
I don't regret a single day
That I've been with you
Now It's all that I can do
Is wait here for you
Yes it's all that I can do
Is wait here for you
So now
It's the first time we've been apart
And I Long to see you
But now
I still have joy in my heart
Cause you'll be coming home soon
I can hardly wait the day
Just to see you
Ever get to the point when your mind is constantly filled with so many thoughts you can't even focus on just one? Ever get so tired, yet you couldn't sleep cause these thoughts that you can't grasp, are keeping your mind going so much? Ever get to the point where you wonder how you can even function doing the basic tasks it takes to get thru the day! Ever get to the point, where even when you have wonderful new experiences entering your life you still seem like your stuck in the mud?
Ever get to the point where no nmatter how busy you try to keep yourself your thoughts smother it all out?
I've been sorting thru my past
So many things didn't last
The thing that makes me cry
I miss looking in my daughters eyes
My daughters eyes where filled with Questions
Was always off in all directions
The innocence was shining thru
Now she don't know what to do
My daughters eyes where filled with sunshine
Made me smile all of the time
She always new just what to do
But now though those days are through
I've been sorting thru my mind
Seems I'm stuck in time
and the thing that makes me cry
I miss looking in my daughters eyes
Bridge
I miss looking in her
Looking in her eyes
I miss looking in her
looking in her eyes
My daughters eyes had good intention
A matching smile that I must mention
And I know it breaks her heart
That we had to part
I can only hope one day she'll see
This wasn't because of me
In time I think she'll know
That I'll always love her so
I've been sorting thru my past
So many things didn't last
The thing that makes me cry
I miss looking in my daughters eyes
Bridge
I miss looking in her
Looking in her eyes
I miss looking in her
looking in her eyes
I love you Amanda
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This is a ballad
Awesome it can be
when the night falls
on us all
If you have someone
to share it with
then beckon to the call
If you're drawn to this someone
like you've never been
don't hide your feelings
Show what flows from within
For the feelings that are shared
are ones that are truly felt
Then and only then
will two hearts begin to melt
Passion is a feeling
that you share with whom you care
When you get it back you'll feel it
and you'll see it in their stare
So don't think about those yesterday's
From cards that you've been dealt
Start thinking of tommorrow
so your heart can truly melt
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This song about two years old
Will she ever know
She didn't have to go?
All she really did is leave the ones that loved her so
How much suffering
Do people have to bring?
So much it bogs you down that you can't you do anything
Well she told me that I've changed
But I've always been the same
She said we'd never,
never be together again
And the children know
The truth it hurts them so
I'm sure from all this pain
they will rise and have to grow
Well she told me that I've changed
But it's her mind that's not the same
And she will never,
never be the same again
Through her so called christian eyes
She fills our hearts with lies
when shes proven wrong said she forgets or just denies
Well we all know that shes changed
And her mind is not the same
And she will never,
never be the same again
oh oh no!
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Wrote this back in February after realizing I was in a nowhere relationship
Fun is fun
But what I've learned
I really need to find long term
Day to day
and week to week
It's not enough, not what I seek
When time is spent
with ones that wrong
There is no way it will last long
Chorus
I want to laugh
Make others laugh
I want to smile
Make others smile
I want to love
and to be loved
Appreciate all the above
To find the one
takes lots of work
Since most of us , have all been hurt
The day will come
I'm confident
That all my time has been well spent.
I want to laugh
Make others laugh
I want to smile
Make others smile
I want to love
and to be loved
Appreciate all the above
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Theres a lady
I know
Someday
I must go
To see her
Would be a Dream!
Cause she just might
be what I need
Everytime we're chatting
She makes me feel so fine
Evertime we're talking
You know she makes me feel so fine
And I'm thinking of her
All the time
There's a lady
It's true
She can make
my gray sky Blue
I would hold her
Deep in my soul
only then
Can true love grow
Everytime we're chatting
She makes me feel so fine
Evertime we're talking
You know she makes me feel so fine
And I'm thinking of her
All the time
She's on my mind!
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Is it just a dream,
that I'm awakening from?
Cause I can't believe
how far we have come
Will I ever know?
Will your feelings show?
Is it just a dream?
Is it just a dream?
How can this be real?
I never thought that I
could ever feel
The way I feel with you
Is my dream coming true?
Is it just a dream?
bridge
Could it be
That I've finally found the one?
Could it be
That I'm wrong and you will run?
Is it just a dream?
With you I feel at home
Will I wake to find,
that I'm all alone?
Will I ever know?
Will your feelings show?
Is it just a dream?
bridge
Could it be,
that I've finally found the one
Could it be
that I'll wake and you'll be gone?
Is it just a dream?
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I wrote this on a down day.
I'm not happy
When I rise
Unless I'm looking in the eyes
of the girl
of my dreams
but yet it always seems
That those days
don't last long
making me write songs
of the way
that I feel
nothing seems to real
Chorus
Why does it always seem to be
that no ones there for me
With all that I believe
Why do I give my heart away?
Just to wait another day
Knowing things will never change
I'm not happy
thru the day
though some can't see the pain
That I hide
through my smile
Get's me by once in a while
But the days
seem so long
something must be wrong
So I try
in everyway
to get thru another day
Chorus
Why does it always seem to be
that no ones there for me
With all that I believe
Why do I give my heart away?
Just to wait another day
Knowing things will never change
I'm not happy
in the night
without someone to hold me tight
yet at night
I'm alone
I never feel at home
Chorus
Why does it always seem to be
that no ones there for me
With all that I believe
Why do I give my heart away?
Just to wait another day
Knowing things will never change
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