as time goes bye i dont have 2 ask why my dreams in my heart will never die some bumpy roads i pray 2 the sky only god knows why and i still havent cried let the rain wash away my pain how i love the rain sweet gentle rain with my honey by my side for martha iris rosario my angel of the night when it thunders outside god bless
animals are so peaceful i love going to zoos everywhere different states hopefully different countries one day money permitting
even though i enjoy it so much something just seems wrong about them being locked up in such tight quarters they can never be wild again yesterday was a beautiful sunny day enjoying the animals being with my dreamgirl thanks connecting singles this site rocks eating funnel cakes hot pretzels ice cream tummy ache
today im going miniature golfing and batting cages with my angel miniature golf is blood sport i never loose i have warned her
i haven't been this happy since before i got my heartbroke last year
i always kept trying staying hopeful semi positive i am only human unfortunately
animals rule and i love them hope everyone has a great day have fun
thats the question its like you can't escape negative ignorant phoney people even on the computer i probably covered most of this on my people love it when your down blog im really convinced now its a big time sickness like a personality defect or disorder who knows i would say who cares but guess i do or i wouldn't be writing a blog about it or i should say wasting my time even acknowledging it iv even had people i know like that you can sense their negative vibes i just cut them loose life is way to short to deal with miserable evil people like the saying goes misery loves company how true im sure if im lucky ill get plenty of positive feedback from this blog and now i have people writing me saying im putting on a show and other negative stuff at least i am real and not a scammer or who knows what your dealing with on the computer my guess alot of negative evil judgmental phoney people good luck to everyone else
i wonder that i remember back in 89 watching a 60 minutes episode about romania and their dictator nikoli ceacku cant spell it how wrong it was him having cameras everywhere watching people on the street now in chicago there's cameras everywhere watching peoples every move red lights cameras ready to give u a 100 dollar ticket no smoking in bars seat belt laws no driving and talking on cell phones no gambling believe me the list goea on and on what happened to using your own common sense choosing what's rite or wrong be careful big brother is watching you or listening yes bugs are everywhere even in residential households that's the war on terror folks it's legal does anyone remember that 60 minute episode after they shot him and his lovely wife in the head executed now were doing the exact same thing do you agree
i just found this book yesterday at the laundrymat somebody must of forgot it because i saw it as soon as i walked in the place was empty at 6am i started reading it while my clothes were in the washer iv had weird strange dreams it got my interest the author is carlos castaneda what's really weird it's from the chicago public library with a due date marked december 9 1997 i thought that was strange i really started getting into it iv had dreams were i was flying around everywhere or total night terrors dream so evil i woke up scared shitless even one dream iv controlled and knew i was in a dream i was on a bus montrose street bus deciding what i was going to do then before i knew it this guy real evil looking got up pulled out a huge knife and started coming at me i had to wake up he was coming down with the knife iv never died in one of my dreams i wasn't going to start now i wonder why i found this book
it's officially memorial day the start of summer and possibly new loves and whatever will happen all summer long in chicago just make it through the summer alive lol im going to the cemetery to visit my dad ww2 veteran and the short time i had him number 1 pop it's weird looking at all the american flags sticking out of the ground family doesn't forget nobody should and on that note to all soilders alive or passed on thank you without military what language you think we'd be speaking rite now or would i even be able to write this blog or the occasional idiot who leaves their jackass comment were free to be who we are because of others who gave their lifes the ultimate sacrifice never forgotten always honored that's memorial day to me lately people think it's cute to play with me whatever im still writing still hopeful of better days ahead with or without my dreamgirl i'll still be me regardless of who i meet
can you hear your heartbeat or appreciate the trees rivers lakes and streams the land belongs to nature always natures way of telling you somethings wrong give the land back to the animals they will fix it with their industrious personalitys and hearts we ruined the land sacred ground and still gods animals thrive badgers people think im weird guess what im past weird im human damn shame put your boots backwards i almost forgot why im writing this for my angel we will find each other you know me already and i seen you dreams are weird to were still having fun without meeting yet or we have already it's all good no more negativity or what i'll kill you maybe
make my day not you everyone else i mean elsewhere just playing maybe one day we will meet just like bonnie and clyde
what has this world come 2 people living in cyberspace out of touch with reality future serial killers i write blogs 2 try 2 meet a normal girl it's not the cs site its free everybody is always saying the site wrong answer people make things happen not your computer or a free dating site maybe a little tunnel vision scary world we live in when your on a site that gives people the opportunity 2 connect but everybody writes blogs and plays in the forums nothing wrong with that this site is an excellent boredom buster great ideal 2 connect people looking four the same thing be it love friendship activity partner or a cyber pen pal novel ideal people myself included are in are own little worlds just trying to survive everyone can't be a millionaire flush with cash thats 1 percenters out of what 250 million people in america alone money is evil the great divider could death be the great equalizer we'll find out u think hv fun
i wont im waiting for god 2 send me my real angel i thought the last one was but i understand her reasons for leaven me survival my love wasn't going 2 keep us warm i still live at home with mom and she needed a place 2 stay and left me for a guy with his own apartment that happens 2 live 2 blocks from me so im waiting for my angel 2 come with nothing but love true love
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