now some of you might pass by this blog, but this isnt about how much i love shopping.....no no no no, quiet opposite
ah dear, i decided to help out my friend, she seemd stuck in year 2000 and she has a wedding to attend in May.Now being a good friend and such i said..Yes ofcourse Ill help you...i didnt know what i was singning up for....
Today it is offical, i wont shop for clothes ever again....
There is only 4 good things i can take out from this expierence...
- 12 o'clock chiness buffet
- 4pm o'clock glass of wine (oh no bottle of wine))
- YES WE FOUND A LOVELY DRESS ATLAST!!!
- And my friend said THANK YOU!!!
Please never ever again, i dont even feel my legs....iam telling you its not worth it.......
I think ill have another bottle!!! CHEERS!!!:)
So, today I decided to write my first blog. Never ever have wrote a blog before, so dont know what's right, or what's wrong, but you have to start somewere...
I been on CS for two years now and have been reading loads of interesting blogs and forums, but never really got involved in the conversation....yep no confidence, quiet scared and shy....
The reason for my blog today is that,I was told to overcome my insecurities and fears and give it a go...so i'am doing exactly that...it's quiet scary.....but i'am holding in there...
so, what I wanted to express today is, well, maybe it's quiet negative but I think it might help me to understand things more clear if I talk about it....
More often I read about people leaving the CS because they have found some one special. :) Now I will be tottaly honest,when I read something like that, I automaticaly have this feeling of fear soround me,now I do want to appologies, but it's something I just can't control yet, i'am working on it....
I know the reasons why I feel like that...it's a tottal luck of trust in anyone (mostly man, yes).
But I need to understand why is this fear projected to other people....it's very bad because it creates the negative vibes for them...I feel quiet guilty....but I have lost every bit of hope that true love exists not only for me but for others too....
I dont want to feel like that...and i have been working to over come these feelings but it's not easy.....:(:
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