i always thought i was a nobody like people use to tell me but now thinks to my friends on this sight my heart is lite i always try to do my best there's words people have said that tore my heart right into people always ask me why do i always act perfect i don't i just want to be honest and caring im not a bad person i try to respect every one i just want to think the people that helped me the last year it is because of you that i i didn't kill are hurt myself yet iv been told things no one wants to be told even by my own family so to every one here think you justmejohn
me and my girl friend future wife wish to have two beautiful children one boy one girl we already have names and everything this is are wish does anyone have a wish like this
does really think before they talk i don't think they do some people just says something just for the sake of saying this world its to short for this stupid fighting do people think they are a better person to fight i don't care if you are christian muslim etc there is no need for this why cant people that we are different because of are higher power not because we are enemies god did not make us enemies we made our selfs enemies where is the peace where is the love i really don't think many people know what love is anymore just one mans opinion do not put stupid things on this blog but you state your opinion
you know the year my parents died everything just changed as fast as it could i had to grow up and i didn't really cry until 2006 that was four years i felt so bad life went straight to hell for me i lost my two reasons for living well now its 2010 and there's only one reason for me to live and she is the greatest reason iv ever had i know we are far apart but are still in love if it wasn't for her i would still be putting my self down into a hole for her and for god ill live an eternity
i was just wondering for my own mind by already talking to me iv been on here over a year does anyone trust me are think im a scam person don't worry whatever you think wont hurt my feelings i just want to know justmejohn think you
to anyone i hurt in this place i am more then sorry im just trying to be happy and to you sshore don't worry about it calm is the best way to be no need to apologise to me every thing is ok
should we forget all are friends that are not online any more i cant forget any of them i even pray that there ok in there real life i miss them sometimes what do you think should i just forget them are not think you
i learnt a lot of things here lately you have to smile no matter bad are good i just sometimes feel like giving up on life then i realise there's the light right around the corner im 30 years old im growing up so fast sometimes i wish i had more but im glad for what i got sometimes we just have to smile through the pain and just live are life
lets make are way to the new world 21century lets wake up from are dreams and make them come true its not just going to happen lets make it through the tough times and it will get easier for us all lets try the best we can to be happy with each other i know we all have good in us its up to us to find it just know even if just try its better then not doing at all have faith in you this is the time for are dreams to come true think you
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