being single suks

Ok I had great gal thought every thing was going great she gets prenant io went a get good paying job final then her mom steps in tell her to have a abortion and break up with saying I am no good for even though we've been together for 4 1/2 years and she actually went throught with it.well my mom tells me my older sis wants us to move to the cities to help watch my lil neice while she and her husband are at work so I said sure sense there no longer any reason to stay here so we move to the cities took only 3 months to get a job working for white castle work there for a year and 9 months and quite cuase they screwed me out of my only day off after working two weeks of double shifts been lookiong for job with my mom driving me every were then a year laters she dies either from the cancer or her heart and me still jobless no matter how hard I try to find a job moved back to were it started from figureing that might be able to my old job back nope.so move to duluth after a years worth trying to get a job in cloquet and I am still having a hard time finding a job but most of all hate being alone miss haveing some one to love.