Pain!!! begining of May 2007

My pain to day is the pain, I caused others. I always want to be a great man but I am more of a coward. No hero, no knight in shining amour just a little stupid man. Afraid of myself and the consequences of my actions.
I hurt some today, a person that I love, but not enough. I am try to clean the peaces around me and it hurts even more. Be cause what I have broken i wanted to protect. And it shards are diving deep in to my soul.
Do I have still a soul and who am I to cause this pain to others and my self.

I am scarred of myself for myself


@}~~}~~ I put a flower on our loves grave please forgive me.



Dont worry I am better now. :)