Mixed Signals

I started out on the wrong foot. Everyone thinks I'm a joke, a self pitying waste of spare organs and the like. I content know that what I believed for years was true: the world hates people like me. I want to start over. I doubt anyone here will allow me to do that. I'm not a victim anymore, I'm more like the victimizer to many people on this site. I want to apologize to those I've sickened and creeped out. You have every right to despise me.