Alchemy and kabbalah in the tarot. The twenty two arcana that reveal the path back to Sparadise Samuel Aun Weor Book
by Samuel Aun Weor

I am adult man of 47 .I am Autistic sovont. In the early 80s varey few doctors know what that means. As a child I was a behavioral problem I did not talk until I was about ten. I exhibited very odd tendencies I did not have any ideas of fear nor any other emotions I still don't quite understand to this day .the numores professional told my parents I was mentally ill or severely mentally handicap. I was such an Issue I was instulised at a early age when I was 9 it was 4th July and some men all on motorcycles came to the unit and had a BBQ and fireworks in that time period things where lenient and who would question these men. They rode us up and all around parking lot on their bikes and evieion let us use there liters to lite fireworks. I think it the first time I may have felt what I think was happy the man who was the first person I really spoke to it is not like I did not know how ijist had no reason to but I was fascinated with the motorcycle I was varry direct and inquisitive and it caught hem a off button we talked for long time and he told me all about he's machin and how it worked and the best he could tell a child butt was all in as much as a child could be I think he saw something in me because as he is telling me about he's machin it was enough to slow my mind and from his simple explanation I prossed it right away and all of the sudden I knew what a combustion engine was and as he was telling me about it I just knew what to ask that it cam all together that as a child idiot knew what it was and how functioned with no idea of it befor.in later years he told me that he knew right away that I would be he's study .he would come from once a month to every two days always bringing .magizes to books to teachinecal manuals to custombild sheetnots because I could pick something that would have a flaw to the bild I could point out mistakes in the books and manuals at 14 he went to my parents and ask them to emancipt me then they would not be responsible if I acted out and I would be on my own and he told them that I could live wWith hem. It was not like a parent relationship I put a lot of work to earn my sroundings.when he took me to his home you could tell right away he was a bachelor but it was OK as time poregest you kind of put together what was going on from he's cut to same cut that all the other men with all about the same aperince as well as similar motorcycles but in he's club he was the chemist but you cod not be identified as such so he was a motorcycle enthusiasts with a Strang hobby and as we both learned I felt grate reword for the prosute of knowledge this was the first book he gave me in that chase I was 16 this book has bin with me every day within arms reach of is not the same copy it is the same book as mutch as I am always going through it e ery day to this day it has given a successful life in the real world as well as another but that is all I can say about that . As a not you can see the shortcomings of my disorder in my spelling I can read and comprehend extremely well ie if I read a book about heart surgery and in my travels I were to coume across someone say on the side of rode who needed emergence heart surgery I could do it with my knife and get hem fixed up good enough to get to the real man that could do it in more educated and much more professional way. It is not that I have anything to prove because l don't when it's time you will see the results and you will see there was nothing to prove because when you noticed if noticed it was just done j







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