Good Health is the ONLY thing we can control & OWN ! (7)

Muse is checking out again to be 'The Muse' for my Parents ...
I will be gone for a bit...going through some health issues with Dad.
Thought I was watching him die a week ago, he had a seizure, to date of the unknown kind. He is going through many tests, and this Friday it is a Brain Scan. He has Diabetes 2 and high blood pressure, that he monitors daily. He already has two large Frankinstein scars down each side of his neck from artery unblockage. So time is the chain to all the answers we are waiting for.

Just makes you think alot...of everything. Love more today than ever before...hold close all your friends and special ones, show your affection abuntly & freely!!!

He could of looked after his health better, the profound love he shares with my Mom, almost 50 years, should be reason enough...no? Both of my parents are very smart, but maybe took for granted their health would always be there...they, WE, can always do more to improve & maximize our health. We are a Very close family,
3 daughters (+1). We have always been very open in communication, affection, & open to all the good & bad issues of life. Now, with the past health issues, both my parents have been going through, in the past few years, we've become less open to discuss maladies. Is it the time in life now, where I have to face the facts that my parents won't always be there...
I find it very

My nic name here 'Just a Muse' (created 4 me by a musician Mom)
is a true part of who I am and the life I've lead. I have so many people telling me, daily, how much I help & inspire them, from friends, musicians, to complete strangers I've met in a day, to the zillions of people I've served through work. I'm just learning now, that the people who mean the most to me, (family) I cannot inspire enough to change their ways. I can only ease the pain & stress, of what hurdles life throws at us, that we now have to climb.

If I only had a warm loving Man to hold & console me each night, I might be able to sleep more, for I know this is crucial for good health and I must be stronger now...!!!

All the emotions I am going through now, are spinning all the optimistic values, I've harvested and made my own over these years, into oblivion.

I am so very gratefull for the "AWESOME" friends I have made here, who help me smile & give So Much to me!!!
You all give me the strength to continue giving.

Thank you all so much et merci beaucoup!!!

anything you need, you know how and where to find me!!!

sandra - I'm with her! You where I am too!

It's very unpleasant watching the demise of your parents.

I went through it many years ago. It was a nightmare I don't care to relive.

Hope things work out well for your dad.

Gary

STAND sis