bungalow.. i haven't been around that long.. but i also see how much hate their is in the world... especially in the middle east.. and what i notice is that every action in hate only creates more hate on the other sides.. so they react and create once again more hate.. its a circle of hate really and I don't think anything can change unless people start making some serious changes and instead of hate bring understanding to the table. This in no way means i say we should understand terrorism. Killing of innocents is wrong.. but it is wrong from both sides to do it. And I get the feeling the western world only considers it wrong when the others do it.
Look at the israel/palestine conflict.. Israel brakes so many international laws.. They have gotten their own country as they wishes.. But still they violate the borders and occupie land of the palestinians. Why isn't palestine recognised as a nation yet??? Why doesn't israel get punished for braking the rules??? An arabic country would get punished for allot less... How can they have faith in our good intensions, in our system if we don't use the same rules for all nations???
These questiosn are not intented to anyone, they are just things i ask myself quite often.
thank you all for the comments. I am still very much emotional because of this heavy story yesterday.. Thinking about my past Always has this effect on me. What i've written here is just a small part and doesn't go into details.. But i have been thinking of those details as well... Anyway I will start writing about the next years in a while.
Writing this blog really took allot out of me.. More then i had expected. So think i'm gonna have a rest. I will be back in an hour or so. Sorry about that.
the most interesting ones are albert einstein, and thomas edison in my opinion. But if i'm not mistaken bill gates is also a drop out. not sure if he is in that list.
Simmo, I wouldn't say respected.. i'll think you will understand better what i mean with that after my next blog. But you are right that allot of highschooldropouts became very succesfull. Just have a look at this list
i would have had her.. If only i had noticed... things were perfect as they were. we've spend hours talking every day. Not a weekend went by that we didn't talk on the Phone for at least 5 hours. We did everything together. She joined me on boring trips to the museum.. I went and watch her doing horsebackriding.. she did competition.. jumping. We enjoyed eachother so much.. But i think she wasn't ready to make a move out of fear i would reject her.; I didn't make a move because things were perfect in my eyes.
A new school, a new start.. 4th grade.. What a bunch of losers in this school. They looked so weird, they talked funny.. I wasn't interested in getting to know any of them. I did make some friends mostly because i needed a partner to play pool during the breaks.. We were allowed off school during lunch so we Always went to a pub. After a few weeks i knew allot of interesting people in that pub.. Soon i didn't even bother going back to school in the afternoons. I would rather hang out with these grown ups.. Talking about real life. One of them a retired professor helped me find my way, so even if i spend more time in the pub then at school I did get some diplomas..this professor became my teacher and between him and some internet classes I did fairly well. then The big day i turned 18.. time to get a job... but I'll tell you about that tomorrow.
Nessa.. You know i would wish you luck.. but actually don't think you need it.. you got vulpine.. a very wise and respected man who is really devoted to you. But ok if it matters so much.. good luck to you nessa
Enjoy yourself lazly.. but why do you need tv for that?? I saw a real desperate one on cs this morning oh but really i shouldn't say that because she has an imaginary friend. So Forgive me all.
many real people around.. especially on the blogs and forums. If you get a mail and they put email adress in it from the start.. just block them.. real guys wouldn't do that.
hiya serinity4two... I've been doing puuuurrrrfect. How about you??? zman... I know you don't mind some nice greetings from others right?? Afterall i've seen you flirting all over the blogs lately
Saskia.. I won't ask you on your blog but since i see you here.. I figure i might ask if you could confirm the pledge that others say you have made on my blog please. Just so everyone can keep track.
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oh but really i shouldn't say that because she has an imaginary friend. So Forgive me all. 
RE: where the world is ?
bungalow.. i haven't been around that long.. but i also see how much hate their is in the world... especially in the middle east.. and what i notice is that every action in hate only creates more hate on the other sides.. so they react and create once again more hate.. its a circle of hate really and I don't think anything can change unless people start making some serious changes and instead of hate bring understanding to the table.This in no way means i say we should understand terrorism. Killing of innocents is wrong.. but it is wrong from both sides to do it. And I get the feeling the western world only considers it wrong when the others do it.
Look at the israel/palestine conflict.. Israel brakes so many international laws.. They have gotten their own country as they wishes.. But still they violate the borders and occupie land of the palestinians. Why isn't palestine recognised as a nation yet??? Why doesn't israel get punished for braking the rules??? An arabic country would get punished for allot less... How can they have faith in our good intensions, in our system if we don't use the same rules for all nations???
These questiosn are not intented to anyone, they are just things i ask myself quite often.