thank you all for your support. it is about a real relationship, one that left me a little gun shy if you will. i loved him as much as i think i could love anyone, but he loved his x, and so had no room left for me in his heart. that hurt alot to find out...
Do I just atract that one sort of guy?
eh, its just a shame really, i'll take a gentleman anyday. but they are far too rare.