If you are looking then it proberly wont happen.If you are yourself theres more chance of meeting that special someone.I came to this site a few weeks ago with fun in mind and found an awesome woman who now we are planing a life together.Im in new zealand and shes in australia.Now were planing a life together so chin up the right guy will come along.
I think it sux when the bad memories come back to the innocent people i have had this as well.But it does get easier and believe it or not it does make us stronger.One day you will be able to help someone else with there tramatic expierience and you will have an appriecieation for where they are coming from.Be strong and you will have an awareness about you always>I can spot troubble from a mile away from the expieriences from my younger days.Take care and know someone else cares.
RE: Lucifer name change.......
how about looser 333