I've read you blog, which goes back a bit but nevertheless still relevent. I've heard about the author he specalises in thinking/creatvity etc. but I've never read his work but he is well known in his field and of course he his well known for a reason. If you are into that kind of thing, you should keep your eyes open for his books.
Going on what you have reason - it makes sense, of course it's easy said then done.
I'm against the whole rate a photo thing. If I give you a low rating and you feel that you don't deserve it, how will that make you feel? And if I give you a low rating and you think you deserve it, again, how will that make you feel? It's just gonna bring you down, more self-conscious/paranoid etc.
RE: am i so bad
Try better pictures two of them aren't that clear, not leave CS, at least log in regularlly - theres no harm in doing so right?