Hi John, Don't give up on your dreams. Get out where the people are for that is where the woman are too. Don't let negative thoughts or people hold you back from what you long for. As for wanting what you see that others have. Nothing wrong with that as long as your not envious of what they have. If you look and say wow!!! I want that one day. Its all good. Hang in there. Have a good night.
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yes that would be nice! But does some one like that exist...... LOL!