RUTHEONE30 Forum Posts (2)

RE: Stacey .. The gift that was given to me

Sometimes in life, you find a special person
Someone who changes your life
just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe
that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you
that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.

I have heard and read these lines before, however, every time my response has been the same "Yeah right!" Well...now for some strange ironic reason I recieved these words again in an email this morning, and for once in my life my response was a simple smile and a thought to myself that yes maybe it can be true.

I have never in my life met someone that has been so honest and straight forward about who he is and what he wants. Someone who is so sweet to me, and actually shows that he cares about the little things like whether or not I am too tired to chat, or whether or not something he has said has upset me. Someone that as a man actually has feelings and knows how and isn't to macho or scared to show them.

"Wow!"

Does this mean that there is actually someone out there that I can trust?Someone out there that can make me happy, make my kids happy? Someone I can actually share my emotions and feelings with that is not going to make fun of me because "oh you are crying that's a baby thing!" ? Someone that is going to want to be with me for who I am, not who I am not? Someone that is going to accept my kids and my life for what it is? Someone that is going to share things with me and not run around on me? Be there for me when I need them? Just love me for me?

For once in my life I actually believe that it could be! I honestly believe this could be the time! The time for me to finally be completely happy with where I am in my life and who I am with.

John, I just want to tell you that you have really in a very short amount of time drawn me to you and stolen my heart. You are the most honest, caring, sincere and sweet guy I have ever met. I have not laughed so much, or felt so much with anyone like this before. I just hope that this grows more and more as time goes on as you already mean alot to me, and I am really looking forward to spending time with you in person and learning all there is to know about you. I also want you to know that I will never do anything to intentionally hurt you in any way, as I know you would not do to me. I will always be honest with you and trust in you as you do me! You will be forever in my heart!

You are most definetly the special person that I have found to change my life!


Goodbye CS and thank you! I know I will not be returning as well...Good luck to the rest of you out there! "Keep smiling you never know who is falling in love with your smile!"

RE: baby trust in me

Nice writing...I enjoyed reading it! Makes you think a bit, thank you :)