Stacey .. The gift that was given to me ( Archived) (2)

May 12, 2006 10:24 PM CST Stacey .. The gift that was given to me
Shysincerity
ShysincerityShysincerityClinton, USA3 Threads 51 Posts
I do not even know where to begin this but I do know that the last couple days have been some of the happiest, best days I have had in a long while. Everything Stacey has said about how we met, the details behind it happened exactly as she said. It is and was and will be probably be a story to remember for a very long time as the forums she mentioned are probably the main reason why I am here now.

Let me start like this
It isnt very often that you are given a gift you never knew was coming to you, in such a way that it makes you wonder what you did to deserve it. The gift I was given is one of the sweetest, kindest, most careing person I could ever hope to meet. It has only been a couple days but I dont think I have ever felt the way I do right now about anyone in my life. I know all about Stacey's past, the problems, the issues, and even the hurt she has had to endure. I myself have also been through a good bit of this myself. When you go through things like this you really have to step back and look inside of yourself and ask "what do I really want". After dealing with people that have had issues with emotions, feelings, or just opening there heart to somebody I had to decide to be as open, honest, and willing to show that I am such a person regardless of who may doubt me, or think im out to hurt somebody. Its not easy to do that either especially in today's day and age with so many people online or even in real life out to lie, cheat, hurt and destroy somebody for there own pleasure. I can understand being cautious, even skeptical of peoples motives believe me.


Stacey this is to you only

You are my anjel, my gift that was given to me. I did not find you, you were given to me somehow and I am the lucky one. Never consider yourself the lucky person. You were given what you deserve and I will always believe that. I know things have been hard for you and that past problems and people have made you wonder if you would ever be happy or find somebody to love, care and cherish the fact that you are in there life. The past is the past sweetie. We go through things and come out better in the end. If not for the past we would not have met. I will never lie to you, or cause you pain intentionally. If I do, because I am not perfect, you have my word that I will do all I can to make it right. I give my heart to you cuz I choose to do so. You are a special person, wonderfull mother to your 2 lovely children, and cannot wait to see you and meet them. I will promise to make all of you as happy as I can and never abandon you or them. The gift I was given is to precious to ever destroy and that gift is you and your heart is always safe with me. I welcome anybody who doubts I am sincere to talk with me personally, and I will show that I mean what I say and that your friend or loved one will not regret giving her heart to me. You are beautifull inside and out, and I never want to hear you think otherwise. You deserve the best and the best is what I will always attempt to give. It will not be easy with the distance between us right now and I know this. But just remember it is just as hard for me to. It will not be forever, or even a very long time. We will work that out and I am willing to give it as much time as needed to have you with me for good. You are worth every single hardship that I have to endure to make that happen and more.


Goodbye CS .. I know i will not be returning .. And Good luck to you all.
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May 12, 2006 10:45 PM CST Stacey .. The gift that was given to me
RUTHEONE30
RUTHEONE30RUTHEONE302 Posts
Sometimes in life, you find a special person
Someone who changes your life
just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe
that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you
that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.

I have heard and read these lines before, however, every time my response has been the same "Yeah right!" Well...now for some strange ironic reason I recieved these words again in an email this morning, and for once in my life my response was a simple smile and a thought to myself that yes maybe it can be true.

I have never in my life met someone that has been so honest and straight forward about who he is and what he wants. Someone who is so sweet to me, and actually shows that he cares about the little things like whether or not I am too tired to chat, or whether or not something he has said has upset me. Someone that as a man actually has feelings and knows how and isn't to macho or scared to show them.

"Wow!"

Does this mean that there is actually someone out there that I can trust?Someone out there that can make me happy, make my kids happy? Someone I can actually share my emotions and feelings with that is not going to make fun of me because "oh you are crying that's a baby thing!" ? Someone that is going to want to be with me for who I am, not who I am not? Someone that is going to accept my kids and my life for what it is? Someone that is going to share things with me and not run around on me? Be there for me when I need them? Just love me for me?

For once in my life I actually believe that it could be! I honestly believe this could be the time! The time for me to finally be completely happy with where I am in my life and who I am with.

John, I just want to tell you that you have really in a very short amount of time drawn me to you and stolen my heart. You are the most honest, caring, sincere and sweet guy I have ever met. I have not laughed so much, or felt so much with anyone like this before. I just hope that this grows more and more as time goes on as you already mean alot to me, and I am really looking forward to spending time with you in person and learning all there is to know about you. I also want you to know that I will never do anything to intentionally hurt you in any way, as I know you would not do to me. I will always be honest with you and trust in you as you do me! You will be forever in my heart!

You are most definetly the special person that I have found to change my life!
kiss

Goodbye CS and thank you! I know I will not be returning as well...Good luck to the rest of you out there! "Keep smiling you never know who is falling in love with your smile!" cheers
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