I do not even know where to begin this but I do know that the last couple days have been some of the happiest, best days I have had in a long while. Everything Stacey has said about how we met, the details behind it happened exactly as she said. It is and was and will be probably be a story to remember for a very long time as the forums she mentioned are probably the main reason why I am here now.
Let me start like this It isnt very often that you are given a gift you never knew was coming to you, in such a way that it makes you wonder what you did to deserve it. The gift I was given is one of the sweetest, kindest, most careing person I could ever hope to meet. It has only been a couple days but I dont think I have ever felt the way I do right now about anyone in my life. I know all about Stacey's past, the problems, the issues, and even the hurt she has had to endure. I myself have also been through a good bit of this myself. When you go through things like this you really have to step back and look inside of yourself and ask "what do I really want". After dealing with people that have had issues with emotions, feelings, or just opening there heart to somebody I had to decide to be as open, honest, and willing to show that I am such a person regardless of who may doubt me, or think im out to hurt somebody. Its not easy to do that either especially in today's day and age with so many people online or even in real life out to lie, cheat, hurt and destroy somebody for there own pleasure. I can understand being cautious, even skeptical of peoples motives believe me.
Stacey this is to you only
You are my anjel, my gift that was given to me. I did not find you, you were given to me somehow and I am the lucky one. Never consider yourself the lucky person. You were given what you deserve and I will always believe that. I know things have been hard for you and that past problems and people have made you wonder if you would ever be happy or find somebody to love, care and cherish the fact that you are in there life. The past is the past sweetie. We go through things and come out better in the end. If not for the past we would not have met. I will never lie to you, or cause you pain intentionally. If I do, because I am not perfect, you have my word that I will do all I can to make it right. I give my heart to you cuz I choose to do so. You are a special person, wonderfull mother to your 2 lovely children, and cannot wait to see you and meet them. I will promise to make all of you as happy as I can and never abandon you or them. The gift I was given is to precious to ever destroy and that gift is you and your heart is always safe with me. I welcome anybody who doubts I am sincere to talk with me personally, and I will show that I mean what I say and that your friend or loved one will not regret giving her heart to me. You are beautifull inside and out, and I never want to hear you think otherwise. You deserve the best and the best is what I will always attempt to give. It will not be easy with the distance between us right now and I know this. But just remember it is just as hard for me to. It will not be forever, or even a very long time. We will work that out and I am willing to give it as much time as needed to have you with me for good. You are worth every single hardship that I have to endure to make that happen and more.
Goodbye CS .. I know i will not be returning .. And Good luck to you all.
From maryland myself. and your not alone. I see people listed from my area but of course not on for months. Have no idea maybe I am the only one around here as well.. lol.. like being on a deserted island..lol
Well still fairly new. met a couple people who have become just friends. Just wanted to say I redid my profile some to more elaborate myself since the first time it was a little rushed so hello again and to anybody else new welcome.
( Not that redoing a profile matters much. Figured I would take time with it this time.)
Have a good evening and hope to chat with any one of you anytime.
Have not met anybody like that. Far as distance to me there are limits but a couple hundred miles is no biggie. Weekends are best for this in my opinion. Would be nice to meet halfway to share the burden, but if both parties felt the same and it was working out, i wouldnt have much a problem making the effort to make love happen. Situations are different for everyone tho. I am a father of 1 daughter and would make the arrangements to do so, if I was ever in the position to have to do so.
Have had this problem .. Met a couple nice people but mostly are way over me in age. Have not seen many around the 30's (im 33) so can relate. Think its my face thats blowing it.. Yea maybe if i go picless it will help ..lol
Not sure about fav i have alot.. But i can say dont bother with Hostel .. Aside from random gore and no story, it has to be the dumbest movie of all time.
Somebody who would treat me the way they would want to be treated. I dont ask a whole lot. Maybe be normal too.. No emotional issues, X BF hangups, So easy to give the "im not ready" speech. Somebody who knows what they want and when its given they dont run for the border cuz they think your fake.
Batting a nasty average on finding that type of person .. Dont think they really exist.
It does seem that you find more friendships than anything else here. Might be wrong but only been a member a couple days. Giving it a few months before I just make this my meet new friends site..lol
I use a pic and dont get much. But that could be also why I dont get that much either.. .. lol
Ill probably stick around and see what happens. Most times i end up just deleting it and giving up. Expecting to do that again but ill give it a chance for now. At least the forums are fun..lol
I really am doomed cuz i couldnt sell anybody anything. Probably couldnt give it away.
I do ok once ive started talking with somebody its that first time. The cold meeting. I guess i fear the rejection and avoid it. Im more chatty online since its easier your not right there and makes it easier for me to meet people. I dont have to be nervous.
Im not terribly bashfull but I can be , depends on alot of things.
Situation and topic of discussion will determine this most of the time. Once im comfortable tho.. heh heh .. No holds barred.. :p
Yea i can see they are. Just joined today and im pretty quiet usually. Guess it just sucked me in more than i thought it would.
My shyness is in levels depending on the situation and most of it I have been able to overcome. The one big issue with it, meeting somebody where your required to approach and do the whole hi im so and so stuff.. Thats where i have a problem.
Have never been able to do that. Probably why i have been single all this time too .. :(
Distance to me can make a bit of a difference. Time it takes to get there, having time to take that trip etc.
Its not a deciding factor on whether i would meet somebody but it does have influence. In driving distance I would say no problem depending on the drive time.
Something that requires flying would take more planning and time.
First and foremost have to be sure who you are meeting and be comfortable doing so. For the most part tho distance would have to be a factor for both parties before a decision to meet is made in my opinion.
Well now.. I guess that means i will have to try all the keys one by one, till i find the one that lets me in. I have the time. Like i said im willing to work for what i want.
Just hope the right key is there somewhere.
I can see my name now. Top of the deans list .. with honors even . :p
Office was locked tho .. Knocked nobody would let me in.. Think the dean is hiding. Might have heard from my references and became a little too .. shall we say excited about meeting me. :p
Yea i know im full of it but hey its been a while im doing my best..lmao
One time and I knew them well enough to know they wouldnt laugh in my face. Was some old 80's rock song .. Power ballad or something if i recall.. Could not tell you the name of it and for sure wont ever sing it again..lol
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Stacey .. The gift that was given to me
I do not even know where to begin this but I do know that the last couple days have been some of the happiest, best days I have had in a long while. Everything Stacey has said about how we met, the details behind it happened exactly as she said. It is and was and will be probably be a story to remember for a very long time as the forums she mentioned are probably the main reason why I am here now.Let me start like this
It isnt very often that you are given a gift you never knew was coming to you, in such a way that it makes you wonder what you did to deserve it. The gift I was given is one of the sweetest, kindest, most careing person I could ever hope to meet. It has only been a couple days but I dont think I have ever felt the way I do right now about anyone in my life. I know all about Stacey's past, the problems, the issues, and even the hurt she has had to endure. I myself have also been through a good bit of this myself. When you go through things like this you really have to step back and look inside of yourself and ask "what do I really want". After dealing with people that have had issues with emotions, feelings, or just opening there heart to somebody I had to decide to be as open, honest, and willing to show that I am such a person regardless of who may doubt me, or think im out to hurt somebody. Its not easy to do that either especially in today's day and age with so many people online or even in real life out to lie, cheat, hurt and destroy somebody for there own pleasure. I can understand being cautious, even skeptical of peoples motives believe me.
Stacey this is to you only
You are my anjel, my gift that was given to me. I did not find you, you were given to me somehow and I am the lucky one. Never consider yourself the lucky person. You were given what you deserve and I will always believe that. I know things have been hard for you and that past problems and people have made you wonder if you would ever be happy or find somebody to love, care and cherish the fact that you are in there life. The past is the past sweetie. We go through things and come out better in the end. If not for the past we would not have met. I will never lie to you, or cause you pain intentionally. If I do, because I am not perfect, you have my word that I will do all I can to make it right. I give my heart to you cuz I choose to do so. You are a special person, wonderfull mother to your 2 lovely children, and cannot wait to see you and meet them. I will promise to make all of you as happy as I can and never abandon you or them. The gift I was given is to precious to ever destroy and that gift is you and your heart is always safe with me. I welcome anybody who doubts I am sincere to talk with me personally, and I will show that I mean what I say and that your friend or loved one will not regret giving her heart to me. You are beautifull inside and out, and I never want to hear you think otherwise. You deserve the best and the best is what I will always attempt to give. It will not be easy with the distance between us right now and I know this. But just remember it is just as hard for me to. It will not be forever, or even a very long time. We will work that out and I am willing to give it as much time as needed to have you with me for good. You are worth every single hardship that I have to endure to make that happen and more.
Goodbye CS .. I know i will not be returning .. And Good luck to you all.