calif1 Forum Posts (31)

love hurts

i didnt even edit this poem sorry hope u can read it ty for reading

love hurts

Surley you taste the bitter tears upon my cheek , kiss them away and let me smile agian . mean and clod is the message you send . unlock the cold and let my heart feel , love is not weak its only meant to be real . if you to be where iam at right now , its not meant to hurt and feel the anguish , this is my world .

im lost find me agian

lost oh i am lost tossed and gone like an old dusty song , shouldnt i be here or am i just wrong . pick up the pieces for my broken heart , find me agian and give me a new start , lost oyes i cannot find my way . its like a the rain on cloudy cold day . where are you to be set my soul free . so i can go on and only be me .

hi

hi

hi

i dont now but ill look into it ty soletaire

well its been 7 days

so good devon see you tommorrow

well its been 7 days

hi everyone how are all doing today

hi

nice to meet you devon80 ty i will i do have some threds here like 5

hi

well im already bored with c s is it just me or the site in genral theres alot to do here what else do i want lol

dont know

i dont know ive been sending friend request and only have 2 friends ive been here for 13 days i guess i should give it some more time i guess.sometimes i think its the people are not serious about the site or its cause im older lady.

hey nv

excuse my spelling dont see no edit

hey nv

who live n vegas here nyone do u like it love or hate it ive been here for 7 years but im from ca i cannot ge t use to nv theres nothing to do here besides gambling im now im getting hung uo doing that . i veva started that before i was here . how can i stop i dont have a real problem here just some . its fun and all buttttt i dont like spending my money

hey nv

who live n vegas here nyone do u like it love or hate it ive been here for 7 years but im from ca i cannot ge t use to nv theres nothing to do here besides gambling im now im getting hung uo doing that . i veva started that before i was here . how can i stop i dont have a real problem here just some . its fun and all buttttt i dont like spending my money

RE: an older woman can marry a young guy.

i think its fine as long as the two get along the only thing abut that is what if he get old with the older woman and wants a younger woman which happends alot anyway . men and women both stray alot . not all but alot

RE: Rotting Teeth!

thanks

RE: hi

hey lance

RE: Rotting Teeth!

im so glad to see you an understanding person at my job its diffucult to be ( me ) cause of the big tooth thing my co workers look at like whats wrong with shelly but whatever is cause they dont have bad teeth . but it can happen to anyone . i have a vit d deficiency from my doc why my teeth are not strong ty so much for seeing what i know

RE: Rotting Teeth!

well i know how it feels to be looked down upon cause of teeth problems . of course would be better if my man had work done on his teeth if i even had aman at all with that problem . i have teeth problems of my own so ino how it feels . i feel like i cant even smile cause of my teeth there white but some are missing makes me look funny . so i dont smile or talk too much it feels terrible to not be able to do anything about it its excpencive and some people can afford it too to look better than thy do .

well its been 7 days

thanks for the great welcome everyone how nice you all are yep takes 7 days before you can wrie in forums . it was weird i could go every where else but im here now ty agian for the welcome hope u all love my poerty and groups are called venting here byeeeeeeee

to scared

awwww ty i know scammers lies all go to your head i know ty for that

to scared

im afraid to meet people in gemarl not women yes guys or go out on dates and have meeting s . im scared why i wrote this topic why i do need a therpist i do . but it does help chatting and reading everyones opinons ty

to scared

honestly im not relly looking but find my self always tying to get there attention or there responces and go to chat rooms or online . but in person oh NO thats a no no

to scared

well its so true all what you say ty i cant meet anyone know or for a long time i feel sometimes my times slipping by but ill have to wait and i love all men of all ages .

to scared

i probably do well i need some dental owork there i said it to people i dont even know but mabie it needs to come out im not that bad but it makes me feel so insecure i cant even smile noone will look at the indide there always looking at the outside of me . ya im pretty for my age but im afraid noon e will love me for me for the ugly smile i have now . who know s tomorrow may be different for me . with every day its a new one ty for your answers everyone

to scared

hi ty i think i attract younger guys for some reason i do have alot of responces from men 50 and over and some i love mabie cause men who are younger are actracted to me i useally try to talk to them but i do hold back i have some other issues why i stop myself i wish i could get over it . physcial issues not my weight. its more than that ty for responding to me

to scared

ty all for the responses ty mabie sometime i will when i was younger i wasent afraid of anything . think ill get married agian at 65 lol

to scared

i really want to talk to young guys well not 18 ive always liked younger men the age of 48 mabie not 30 or younger but younger than me . but why am i so insecure about just talking to them . well i think when you start chatting one thing leads to another then it s cell phone texes nd things go fast . why im afraid and i hold bck . i have alot of insecurties about my self . so it keeps me blocked off. from meeting people alot . i just cant get passed it .

RE: its funny how people grow from young to old

me too its no fun getting oder its awful i want to go back but of course we canot. first i was young now im old dam

RE: I can't sleep

dont think id sleep either i dont know whats worse cockroaches or bees if i even see one i freak out