Go disappear in the woods so nobody had to deal with the body. Plus I like the woods, makes me feel closer to God, which is what I would want desperately at that point. After I kiss my kitties and my fam goodbye of course.
Okay, back to the soap box. Why is it everybody my age want to hike up a mountain and climb the spire at the top of it for fun? That sounds like work to me. Is there a prize at the top? And I sure as hell ain't gonna run, or jog, unless something is chasing me. You know what I like to do, smoke a cigarette, drink a cup of coffee and have a really good conversation. They get a rush out of their activities, I get a rush out of learning something new. Don't get me wrong, I'm not lazy, I just don't like that stuff. One think I do like is a WALK, a nice slow WALK, through the woods down the street I enjoy a good walk. I dig holes and ditches and all kinds of "active" things at work, after you've spent five days up to your rear end in snow and chipping frosty dirt you don't want to take a damn hike. People find out I don't like to be active and they assume I'm boring. Let me tell you I am FAR from boring, I can talk your leg off on just about any subject and have sudden wants to do interesting things. Like go to Denny's at 2 am and hang out looking at the weirdos, oh wait. ANYWAY I grew up around old people, they have fun in different ways. Ask me to play poker, let's go to a movie, be creative. And I had a person comment on the fact that I was a little too curt, and brass tacks honest for her. Let me ask you something, you ever have someone point a loaded gun at you and tell you you're not going to shut off their water? It happens to me twice or three times a year, you get a little calloused and very honest after you have dealt with things like that for years on end. So anyway I gotta go. I just wanted to gripe, and to all you goody two shoes active types out there, go take a friggin' hike.
Well money is of course a beginning. But also I have run into single moms that just want a glorified babysitter. Or God forbid they are wanting to play cat and mouse mental games to resolve some demon of the past or something. LOL I have to admit, of all the places I hang on the net this is truly THE site full of cool people. Anyway who's hiding the Jack, op! Just fell off the couch.
Wow, people actually replied. Now I'm lost, and I didn't get trashed either LOL. It's frustrating out there, I spent $25 to e-mail a (one) great woman in my town and she didn't reply, so much for that membership. That's pathetic too. But let me thank you for your kindness in my moment of weakness. Also I want to say something to someone in particular.
LonelyinBC31, I've been reading your posts. I am so sorry, I could never relate to your situation but I am sorry. I admire your hope and courage, no matter what, you get up, keep going and try to stay positive. And amazingly enough you have the strength to encourage others as well. Love for parents and love for others is God's greatest gift, you got it!
I HAVE HAD IT! I HAVE BEEN ON EVERY NET DATING SITE I CARE TO SEE AND CAN'T FIND BUT ONE DECENT PERSON IN 300. I HAVE ASKED FOR DATES ALL AROUND TOWN AND BEYOND AND HAVE BEEN TURNED DOWN EVERY TIME! AM I UGLY AND DON'T KNOW IT! AM I WEIRD IN SOME TERRIBLE WAY, WHAT! ALL I WANT IS A GOOD COMPANION IN LIFE AND A FAMILY, CAN'T EVEN GET CLOSE. IF I GET A GOOD RELATIONSHIP THE PERSON MORPHS ON ME, OR THEY JUST WANT MONEY OR SOME CRAP! ISN'T THERE ANYONE OUT THERE THAT JUST WANTS A FRIEND AND COMPANION IN GOOD AND BAD PERIOD! *pant* I think I'm done for now.
Anyone that can dance without a care is a free spirit. Again I envy you. I encourage you to dance around the country or the world, this is just your beginning. If you pass through Colorado take a glance at Pikes Peak, I wake up and look at that mountain every day. Call me opinionated and you would be right but I think it's one of the prettiest in the state.
A few things that have attracted me to Ireland are that I hear everyone is very laid back compared to the states. And it is so green and lush, I love plants. Having grown up in Colorado you get used to a brownish summer and green is so unique and pretty. The last time we had a 'green' summer was around 1998. I envy you.
Hey Sam welcome to the fun. I'm so sorry you're in Cali. That's the only country I have ever visited outside of reality and I care not to return. So is Ireland as nice as they say?
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I'm not drunk mkay, I just have a speech impediment
And a stomach virus.
RE: If you had just 24 hours to live ...
Go disappear in the woods so nobody had to deal with the body. Plus I like the woods, makes me feel closer to God, which is what I would want desperately at that point.After I kiss my kitties and my fam goodbye of course.