Lol, i don't know really, i mean i just be me, here and outside in real life. So it's easy for me to joke around and hang out with women. But when it comes to the point of hey i need to decide im hot and cold.
No go ahead elaborate bro, im listening. I do like to learn so if you have something that i haven't thought about then please let me know and others..here it could help.
My parent's definetly have my value of love installed in me. For 30 years my parents have been toghether married for 28 of them. They were a young couple, kids really to have a family that early.
My dad was 16 my mom 19. They are what love is. They love each other dearly. I see it eeverytime something in life throw's them lemons. They buck up and take it, and work through it.
They are my hero's and if given the chance i would love to mimick what they have.
They do not believe in divorce. I remember growin up with my older brother...when money was tight, both of my parents carried 2 jobs sometime's 3. Now they live in a nice house, have what you call a farm. And my mom went back to get her college degree and now is taking a general manager certification class. My dad is a supervisor.
Hard work pays off. I owe everything to my parent's they have caught me everytime i have fallen, and have let me fall when i needed it, only to help me learn from my mistakes.
To my parents, you will never read this. But i thank you, for helping me all the time. And for being what a mom and dad should be.
No, i just run sometimes, especially now being sober. I mean i probably have given up some good chances at a relationship. But the bottom line is i don't think that is was what i wanted. I feel guilty about it also....maybe that's where this all stems from maybe.
Come on ppl i know there ar emore than just me with problems...
I personally do. I think that i get to talking to someone and some mechanism i have developed comes in and finds something wrong. I mean im at the point to where i really am ok with not having someone. I enjoy doing what i want...i plan my whole day out a day ahead...and stay on schedule.
I guess my question is....do you find yourself meeting someone and after a few chats losing intrest? not commiting to another level?
Well, when i do find love finally, i know me. I may joke around and play around on here. But love is something i don't play around with. I have commentment problems, and when i finally comment i mean what i say. When i find her she will feel like the luckiest woman in the world. All i can offer is my heart, and myself entirely. And when the time comes i will now. I don't think i will jump at something better. Why? If your in love, we all know by now that love doesn't come around to quickly....so i'll be damned if i waste another shot. I don't know how many i have left..but i know how many times i can comment and say I love you..
Commentment Problems? Do you have them?
point well taken.....