Willow, after reading all your posts on here, I would imagine you have more courage than most. Considering what you have been thru. I want to say..instead of reminding yourself about negative things in your life, try to tell yourself every day.."I am worthy!"..in the mirror if needed. But as far as I can tell, you are one courageous woman on here, and I envy you.
PTSD is much more difficult than most can imagine. I too have lived with it for few years now,and it is a struggle for sure.
Always a daily struggle...but not one I cannot rise above..
Ahh I gave all that stuff up long ago..probably due to travelling so much over the yrs..I just never know when that will change again..so I keep it light..
Deja Vu!
Well PooBear...falls under a separate category..