Hi I just read your post with interest. From my perspective of your situation its obvious that you are way down on his list of priorities. He certainly is not upholding his own faith in terms of honesty and your relationship. Why are you waiting for him to decide if he wants you? Make your own decision.. cut your losses and move on. There are lots of nice guys out there that would treat you with the respect you deserve. Best of luck!
RE: Is it too much to ask??
Hi I just read your post with interest. From my perspective of your situation its obvious that you are way down on his list of priorities. He certainly is not upholding his own faith in terms of honesty and your relationship. Why are you waiting for him to decide if he wants you? Make your own decision.. cut your losses and move on. There are lots of nice guys out there that would treat you with the respect you deserve. Best of luck!