Wow another uneducated american. I guess you never heard of Ron Paul. He was the ultimate decision but like all americans your to lazy to look into things that ACTUALLY matter.
You are classified as a jump off. He has no emotional attachment to you at all regardless of how much you want to believe he has. He used you. Thats basically it. And your not soul mates because he would of left his wife for you. You got what comes to you deal with it. Sorry if I sound harsh but I have no sympathy for someone who has the balls to mess with someones marriage.
RE: What do women want?
Please do not flame me but I do not think women even know what they want. Until they see it that is. And sometimes its not what they expected.