aw mjames, your usual harsh comment. but i like it you're correct that noone put a gun to my head to stay in touch with him, but you cannot know all. yes there are bad and there are good men. he was not bad, but he had some peculiarities of his own... of course this episode in my life did not ruin my belief in good people, and i am not depressed or something, just a little upset to get such an answer now when i am about to pack my bag and i heard this instead of "cant wait to see you" especially as i have no real friends or relatives in america. it is my problem i know, but thanks to all for commenting anyway
i know one thing now. what ever happens is all for good. just we are too stubborn to accept it. i realize that it is really for good that i was not with him many times things that i couldnt get later proved to be wrong or unnecessary to me
perhaps it is just my ego is discontent now, not my feelings (feelings got dry before... well a long story )
you know it always feels better after you share it with someone, because when you don't a problem seems much bigger (than it really is perhaps)
to make a long story short: i met a american here in my home country while working together for the same company. he was nice and etc. then he left for good. we continued talking over email and so on... and now when i only told him that i am heading to the U.S. (to pursue studies) he cut me short that he is engaged (never was a subject of our talk before)
well, i am trying to stay strong, and i think im doing it well but there's some wee disappointment i am fighting to get over
i am aware i sould silly but really all i need is you to tell me that it is okay to make mistakes and there are better men than him
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very much 
is it water? not something else of a goat ? 
tell me that there are better men than him! please!
anyways like i said i am a fickle geminitomorrow will be different lol